fallenrequiem

MEXICO

Sat, 31 May 2008 16:24:29 GMT

Well, to make Dawnie happy, I'm posting in here again for the first time in... 34 weeks!!! :D

Well, I'm going to mexico for a week... woot? XD sorta excited, sorta not. I'mma probly gonna burn, but meh.... XD oh well, lol.

I'm so sleepy right now and i WILL be going to bed terribly early today since i have to get up 2:30 am tomorrow morning to go to mexico... XD lol.

And i've just realized how terribly depressing all my userpics are on here, so i shall be deleting some and uploading some new ones... ^^

sorry for the brief entry... i'm... i dunno... lol. busy packing and everything.... ^^;

Tue, 16 Jan 2007 23:11:17 GMT

i need you
and don't feel this pain
and once in time i lastly flew
and found you my sequestered plane

and now i need
this you won't judge
and this now heed
let go the grudge

just let me find
your arms thereof
and just be kind
my heart this love

once i'd vie
to ask you please be free
and know what may to you be nigh
from you my love i'd never flee

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yay for cryptic journal entries... -_-; and no. i'm not explaining this one... just don't think i'm suicidal or anything stupid like that.

Sat, 06 Jan 2007 03:33:29 GMT

your bleeding hand is on my chest,
just let me go, i crave this rest
~and let my blood now stain this snow...~

unfinished poem... very much unfinished

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 08:44:51 GMT

your bleeding hand is on my chest
you want to save me.
how can i save you?
both are hurt
and both have fallen
hidden from grace
hidden from mercy

how can i save you?
everything i've done ends in pain.
and now you.
why?
why after all this
must the pain just continue.

please don't let this happen.
its all i ask
all i want
just don't let this happen.

just
let
me
die

music box

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 18:38:43 GMT

dainty, gentle, quiet sounds
always smiles and never frowns
always perfect, always sweet
this melody is quite a treat

find your joy within its song,
these loving chords are never wrong,
the spirit that's within this tune
can raise, tonight, a sinner's moon!

just hold it close and don't let go,
these bloody notes can't harm the snow,
so wind her up, break open locks,
she's a perfect little music box.

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 23:05:55 GMT

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
fallenrequiem goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as vampire.
aloeverawind gives you 3 purple vanilla-flavoured gummy bats.
blobofdoom tricks you! You lose 1 pieces of candy!
chi_hikaru gives you 19 dark green orange-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
elsewherecw gives you 14 red-orange orange-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
lance_26 tricks you! You get a rock.
marlugi gives you 5 purple lemon-flavoured gummy worms.
moogie_smigl tricks you! You lose 14 pieces of candy!
fallenrequiem ends up with 26 pieces of candy, and a rock.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 22:04:18 GMT

Well, as anyone who read Megan's entry probably already knows, she and I went to see Phantom yesterday. It was... absolutely amazing. ^////^ and my reluctant admission is... that I hadn't even known how Phantom ended... ^//////^ but now I do! And... *crying* its so sad!!!! But I love it SOOO much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>< oh, and I'm sick today... so I'll just do a few more quizzes. Quizzes are fun.....

awwww... well, don't ~I~ feel loved... ;_;

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haha...! My legs are HARDLY my best part... XD in fact... all of this one is wrong! XD

and this one is just.... .... XD >///<

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*bursts out laughing*

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*can't stop laughing*

anyways, I'm getting tired... so I'll submit this... XD

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 23:59:04 GMT

How long do I last in bed? by DesideroAmor
Real Name
Birthdate (MM/DD/YY)
Favorite Color
Gender
Hours	6
Minutes	59

Quiz created with MemeGen!

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Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn

Your name:

Weapon of Choice:

Sex

Your Favorite Target:

Elderly men

Your Kill Count:

468,704,732

Your Battle Cry:

"My kidneys tingle with pleasure!"

Years You Spend in Jail:

How Much Money In Damages You Cause:

$25,017,105,059,539

Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 8%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

*can't stop laughing*

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Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn

Your name:

Weapon of Choice:

AOL Trial CDs

Your Favorite Target:

Emo-kids

Your Kill Count:

752,241,839

Your Battle Cry:

"I enjoy cheese."

Years You Spend in Jail:

How Much Money In Damages You Cause:

$117,598,596,716,380

Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 54%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

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Wed, 09 Aug 2006 21:24:47 GMT

More quiz-ish things! :D

What is your drunk personality? by pipinglass

Your name

Are you legal to drink?

What do you like to drink?

Your drunk personality is

loud drunk.

Drunk personality percentage:: 98%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

...... uh... okie! XD

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Your Drunk Profile by Sunset Scorpio
LJ Name
Age
Your Establishment of Choice	Frat House
Your Beverage of Choice	Tequila
Which Pick Up Line Works	"Aren't you my wife?"
What You Repeat Several Times During The Night	"Who died and made YOU the Dalai Lama?"
Drunk Attitude	Slutty
Where You Wake Up	Kitty Litter Box

Quiz created with MemeGen!

HAHAHA!!!!! *can't stop laughing* ^-~ apparently I'm a slutty drunk! *still can't stop laughing*

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When You Got Drunk by Osaku
Name
Where You Got Shitfaced	At A Wedding
What You Drank	Beer
How Much You Consumed	A kegfull
What Happened After	You got arrested for pissing on some old guy on the street.

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Um... alrighty then! XD *laughing* can't you just picture me doin' what I got arrested for? 0.o oh yeah... totally... XD

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I'll do more later...

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 22:04:46 GMT

Your Band Name is:

The Tender Pit Bulls

Band Name Generator

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In a Past Life...

You Were: A Gorgeous Undertaker.

Where You Lived: Quebec.

How You Died: In Childbirth.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

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You are

What Rejected Crayon Are You?

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If You Ruled the Land . . . by wackyweasel

Your first name:

How you gained your rule:

Your title is:

Your Great Grand High Majesty

Your symbol is:

the cat, because cats are fluffy and nice

You rule from:

a towering, well, tower

At your side is:

your huge red dragon, Ringo

Your enforcers, troops, and guards are all:

fanservicey cat-people

Your most popular law is:

Free alcohol to pretty people if they sit with ugly people

Your least popular law is:

Pinky swearing equals a binding contract

Your worst enemy is:

rumored to be cuter than you . . . so not true!

Your popularity rating is:: 3%

Your chance of being overthrown is:: 29%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Your Perfect Murder by queenofdelosers
My name is:
My username is:
I am:
My weapon:	Britney Spears' face
I kill:	Robert Downey, Jr.
I kill him/her because:	I'm insane

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Your Perfect Murder by queenofdelosers
My name is:
My username is:
I am:
My weapon:	Rubber Cement
I kill:	Britney Spears
I kill him/her because:	He/she stole my cheese

Quiz created with MemeGen!

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*laughing*

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0.o what is it with me and Britney Spears?!?!? *spazzing*

>< let's try this again, shall we?

0.0 ....... and again.........

>< *panics*

I'm just gonna... leave that for now... uh... yeah. *shifty eyes* *backs away slowly*

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Whats the history behind your dildo? by i_love_u_butch

big or small hands?

how tall are you?

favorite color?

favorite popsicle flavor?

number of ppl youve had sex with?

percentage of times used....: 31%

you bought your dildo at?

made it out of play dough

use on this person next

amy lee

where youll put it next

in your mouth

Quiz created with MemeGen!

What do you secretly want to fuck? by Katherowen
Name/username
You secretly want to fuck	Your mom's wooden spoon
This is because	A microwave fell on your head

Quiz created with MemeGen!

*can't stop laughing* oh wow....

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^-^ that's all for now... *pouts* cuz SOMEONE is making me quit taking quizzes... *pointed glance* ...... ^-^

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 18:08:15 GMT

~*~The Girly Quiz~*~

Take this quiz and find out how girly you are.
Bold the things that are true.

My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted.
During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops.
My favorite toys as a child were Barbies.
My favorite color is pink or purple.
I did Gymnastics.
I love skirts.
Hollister is my favorite place to shop.
Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear.
I love chocolate.
TOTAL: 1/9

My hair is straightened.
I have at least 8 Nexopia pictures.
I usually go shopping once a week.
I love to hang out with friends.
I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace. (bracelet)
I've gone to a tanning salon.
I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim.
I have at least 10 pairs of shoes.
I watch either The OC or Laguna Beach.
I change my icon weekly.
I wear a shower cap
TOTAL: 3/11

I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic.
My cell phone might as well become a part of me.
I wear mascara everyday.
I've been or am on a diet.
Bathing suits are adorable.
I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
Big sunglasses are hot.
I have gotten my nails done.
I own over 10 purses.
MTV is my one of my favorite channels.
TOTAL: 2/10

All I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys.
I LOVE to have other girls do my hair. (most of the time)
I give and receive hugs from all my friends.
I hate bugs.
Carnivals are so fun!
Summer is THE best season.
My swimsuit has 2 pieces.
I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor.
Musicians are so hot.
You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours.
TOTAL: 3/10

I'm self-conscious.
I cry often.
My room smells like vanilla.
My dishes get washed more then once a week.
I don't do sports.
I HATE to run.
I squeal when I am surprised or angry.
I eat dried fruit as a snack.
I love romance novels.
Drew Barrymore is so cute.
TOTAL: 3/10

I dance a lot.
I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house.
I only have like 5 billion hair products.
I love to get dressed up.
Every part of my outfit needs to match.
I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends.
I would love to have a photo shoot of myself.
Price on clothes hardly matters.
I apply lip gloss 50 times a day.
I wish I were a model.
TOTAL: 2/10

I wish I could meet Paris Hilton to slap her.
I have been something that was slutty on Halloween.
I own UGGS.
Hip Hop is the best music.
I pop my collar.
I like to be the center of attention.
Guys with Mohawks are crazy.
Horses are beautiful.
I'd rather not pay attention in school.
Cats are adorable.
TOTAL: 2/10

I write my own music.
I would love to visit Hawaii.
Valentine's Day is so cute!
White is better than black.
I wouldn't be caught dead in all black. :D I love all black! :D
My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes.
I hate the grunge look of a beard. (some chin-fuzz is okay, but not too much)
I love to read magazines.
TOTAL: 4/8

I love to gossip.
I had Lisa Frank folders, posters as a kid.
I love Celine Dion.
My baths are 2 hours long. (If I got the chance to take baths, they would be. Never have the time…)
My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned.
My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
I like kids. (sometimes)
Diet drinks are the best.
I'm all about being vegetarian.
I refuse to eat at McDonald's.
TOTAL: 2/10

I check my Nexopia everyday.
I LOVE life!
I have a lot of jewelery. (Just don’t really wear it.)
Claire’s has cheap jewelry. (Yeah, but I still buy it.)
My screen names has x's in them.
Either one of my Myspace names has/had <3/?'s in them.
I would never want to be the opposite sex.
I have more than 3 pillows on my bed.
TOTAL: 3/8

TOTAL = 25/96 = 26% (oops... ^^; not very girly, am I...? *sheepish* *laughing*)

Mon, 01 May 2006 04:13:13 GMT

I just randomly felt like doing this again with a different playlist.

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How to do this: Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song title as the answer to the question.
NO CHEATING

PART ONE

1. How does the world see me?
Planet Hell - Nightwish. Oh, that's really flattering.

2. Will I have a happy life?
Sanctuary - Hikaru Utada. Ummm... it'll probably be a safe one...

3. What do my friends really think of me?
Frozen - Madonna. Apparently I'm a bit cold...

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
Unwell - Matchbox 20. .... only insane people, apparently. *laughing*

5. How can you be happy?
Black Velvet - Alannah Myles (or Melissa Etheridge. I'm not sure which). Alchohol must be the answer to it all... XD

7. Why must life be so full of pain?
Holiday - Green Day. Cuz we all have really bad holidays of course! What other reason would there be for lives full of pain? *laughing*

8. Will I ever have children?
Outrageous - Witch Hunter Robin. The idea is outrageous that I would... I guess.... *shrugs*

9. Will I die happy?
Pretty Life - Jakalope. I dunno, but I'll have had a good life, I guess. Or I'll be contented with it... and slightly seductive... 0.o

10. What is some good advice for me?
Wasting My Time - Default. *raises eyebrow* I'd say this is self-explanatory, lol

11. What is happiness?
Ice Cream - Sarah McLachlan. Yummy! *laughing*

12. What's my favorite fetish?
Velveteen - Yoko Kanno, Ilaria Graziano. Umm... velvet stuff? mmmm... velvet dresses... hot things... *drooling* .... oops. ^^;

13. How will I be remembered?
Innocence - Hashimoto Miyuki. Awwwwww... how sweet... XD

PART TWO

1. What is your love life like?
Incantation - djpretzel. Uh... we're vocal?

2. What is sex with you like?
Heaven - Paul Van Dyke. *raises eyebrow* didn't think I was ~THAT~ good... 0.o

3. What's your life motto?
Gothic Sanctuary - Nightwish. Hiding with goths?

4. What do your parents think of you?
Mockingbird - Eminem. Well... the song's about being sad about his child growing up so fast... and how he wasn't a good dad even though he tried... and that he can see that Hayley is scared and sad cuz she thinks her dad is leaving.

5. What does your best friend really think of you?
Every Time We Touch (Yanou's Candle Light Remix) - Cascada. Awww... it's such a sweet, romantic song...

6.What's your favorite hobby?
Sleeping Sun - Nightwish. Sleeping in the warm sunlight?

7. What's the worst thing about you?
What's it for? - Yoko Kanno & Emily Curtis. It's about a girl who thinks she's worthless, and that she's at the end of her rope about life... that she should just give up... ..............

8. Describe your mind.
Here Without You - 3 Doors Down. Either I'm here without my mind... or I'm always thinking about someone I love. ?

9. How will you die?
Dew - Yoko Kanno. Uh...

10. How does your crush/S.O. feel about you?
I'll Be The One - Unknown. Awwwww!!!! ^-^

11. What is your wedding going to be like?
Ever Dream - Nightwish. Like everything I've ever dreamed, I guess. Well, that's good cuz I've got some really pretty dreams about it! ^-^

12. What about your honeymoon?
Black Black Heart - David Usher. Uh... *laughing* it's ... an interesting song. Mostly about sex. >////<

13. Describe the last day of your life.
Redemption - Gackt. I'll be redeemed, I guess... or something.

14. Why does life suck?
I'm The Only One - Melissa Etheridge. lol

15. Why does life rule?
She Is My Sin - Nightwish. Well, Dawn, obviously. XD She's my "sin". :P (STill need to get the lyrics from this song. Truly don't know what's said in it, lol)

16. What will you be famous for?
It Only Hurts When I Breathe - Greenwheel. ... Um....

Lol... well that was fun. Made me smile... some of my results. ^-^ I got a bunch that made more sense this time...

Oh! Oh! Oh! And I finally found a song I used to absolutely ~ADORE~. I'd totally forgotten about it... (*remembers another song she needs to find again* *finds it and a few others and comes back*)... "Take it all Away" by Puddle of Mudd. I'd never even heard of "Puddle of Mudd"... 0.o oh well. Great song. ... Suddenly remembers another song that she'd never heard for eternity. ... OMG!!!!!! *found it in a lyrics search and is downloading it at present* OMG!!! I love these songs so much!!!! *purring happily* ^-^

Anyways, I ~REALLY~ need my sleep. >< Hope everyone's okay. I haven't had any time to read anybody's journals as of late. I guess I'm just lazy or something... or too tired... or something. So sorry about that. See ya!

~Eda~

link to surveys

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 03:13:06 GMT

I couldn't get the survey codes working easily, so if you really wanna read my surveys? Go to this page. I'll inform you when I update it and I'll probably delete the month-old ones, lol.

www.freewebs.com/icicle_memories/surveys.htm

~Eda~

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 06:15:18 GMT

*If your bored this is the "Checklist and Complete Randomness" survery 4 you!*
F.A.M.I.L.Y
A mother:	Yeah
A Father:	Yup
a younger brother:	nope
a younger sister:	nope
An older brother:	yup
An older sister:	yup
A twin:	want one
Step Siblings:	nope
Grandfather:	yeah
Grandmother:	two grandmothers
Cousins:	four cousins
Half Brother:	nope
Half Sister:	nope
Foster Parents:	nope
Adopted Siblings:	nope
Foster Siblings:	nope
Pet Family:	.. huh? as in, pet in the family? then yes
Aunt(s):	two
Uncle(s):	one
Godparents:	nope
Parnents that are of a diffrent race (meaning that you are biracial):	uh... sorta. Not really
Add-ins or weird things about your family:	too many to list... XD
F.R.I.E.N.D.S & A.C.Q.U.A.I.N.T.A.N.C.N.E.S
Do you label yourself as having MANY friends or MANY acquaintance, diffence:	many acquaintances. I have very few real friends...
Best friends:	One. Yukio.
Best acquaintances (optional):	Uh...
Good friends:	a few (Moogie, Lance, Stephie, Alysha, Devin, Adam, Julie, Tanya... forgive me if I forgot to mention you. Bad headache)
Good acquiantances (optional):	...
Trustworthy friends:	A few
Trustworthy acquaintances (optional):	...
Honest friends:	Yes
Honest acquaintances (optional):	...
Backstabbing friends:	...
Backstabbing acquiantances (optional but we have some of that):	Several
Do you consider yourself popular. Honestly.:	no, lol. Well, sorta. Too popular for my own personal tastes
Do you wish to keep these friends:	mmm... the ones I consider friends, yeah.
Do you wish to seperate yourself from these, or a, friend:	yeah, a couple. Too timid to do so...
Add-ins or weird things about your friends and acquiantances:	laughing
Your H.O.M.E-L.I.F.E
Do you live in a house:	yeah
An apartment:	no, but I want one when I move out
A condo:	nope
A boarder-house:	nope
A trailer:	nope
A Foster Home:	nope
Do you have your personal room:	yup... two, actually
Do you share a room:	nope
A front-yard:	yup
A back-yard:	yup
A balcony:	nope, but wish I had one, lol
Finished or non-finished basement:	finished
Comfortable home:	not really. It's big and people think Ishould like it, but it's...
A swimming pool:	nope
Nice and safe living enviornment:	uh... sorta
Enjoy your home life:	no
Add-ins or weird things about your home life.:	can't stop laughing
S.C.H.O.O.L
Elementray schooler:	hm? I went to Sakaw Elementary School, in Mill Woods, Edmonton. Then I went into homeschooling
Middle Schooler:	homeschooled
High Schooler:	in presently
Do you enjoy school:	yeah... to an extent. Getting burnt out on it right now
Active in the electives at your school:	far too many
Do you go to a 1A, 2A, 3A, 4A, 5A, or 6A school:	hm? dont' know
Failed an academic year:	not yet, lol
Do you want to change schools:	yeah. I want to go to Facey next year cuz Yukio goes there...
If you cant, then do you wish you could:	I will. It'd take all of hell to get inbetween me and that school
Add-ins or weird things about your school life:	a few. Not too much
A.U.T.O.M.O.B.I.L.E-S.T.U.F.F
Do you own a car:	No, don't really want one
An S.U.V:	no
A Truck:	no
A variation of types:	hm
Customized vehicle:	no
Imported vehicle:	no
Custom Made vehicle:	no
What type is your automobile(s):	no
Custom or rims that you went out of your way to buy that are on the vehicle:	no
Add-ins or weird things about your vehicle:	no
Your E.L.E.C.T.R.O.N.I.C.S
Own personal Television:	yeah... lol
An MP3 player:	yup
A PDA:	no
A Playstation Portable (PSP):	no
A Playstation 2 (PS2):	yes
A Playstation (PS):	yes
A gameboy of any type:	Gameboy color, gameboy advanced, gameboy SP, gameboy DS
XBOX:	no
XBOX 360:	no
Laptop:	yes
Personal Cell phone:	yes
Business Cell Phone:	no
Your own phone line:	no
A 2-Way, Blackberry, T-Mobile Sidekick type handheld:	no
Add-ins or weird/random electronic stuff you have:	Hey, they forgot to mention the nintendo consols
I.N.T.E.R.E.S.T.S
Sports:	not too much. Used to be a mean defense in road hockey, but... mum decided I was too much of a "tom boy" and wouldn't let me play
Music:	love music
Females (optional):	ooh... mmm... purring ^-~ hot stuff
Males (optional):	not really... XD
Both (optional):	lol, sorta. Not really.
Pets:	YAY! cuddles kitten
Reptiles:	uh... not too much.
Smoking:	... no
Drinking:	no
Drugs:	no
Television:	not really
Conversation:	uh.. I get timid in conversation, I feel stupid...
Racism:	racism is stupid
Prejiduce:	ditto
Dancing:	I have fun dancing. I'd only ever danced just for myself, but Dawn said I dance well, sooo... blushing
School dances:	never been, but I want to take Yukio to the prom..
Relationships:	mmm.... ^-^ presently have a girlfriend
Life:	uh...
Dating:	presently have a girlfriend
Movies:	lol, I've missed so many good ones
Clothes:	whatever's comfy
Food:	trying to lose weight
Add-ins or weird/random interests:	mmm....
M.U.S.I.C-B.A.C.K.G.R.O.U.N.D
Do you play a musical instrument or have a history of doing so.:	yes
If so; what.:	piano, soprano recorder, alto recorder, penny whistle, ukulele, and guitar
Whats your faviorite song(s):	hmmm... I love the Les Mis music... and I love the Sonata Pathetique
Whats your faviorite artist(s):	not sure. I've got mixed tastes
Faviorite genre:	classical or modern
The genre or music you most dislike or hate:	country! laughing
Add-ins or weird or random things about music in your thoughts:	mmm... I was the piano accompanist for Les Mis at Sal...

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If you have more than 45 you're spoiled rotten, apparently

[x] A cell phone
[ ] a hair straightener
[x] your own computer
[ ] your own car
[ ] chanel/dior sunglasses/glasses/gucci
[ ] designer purse
[x] A boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] a curling iron
[ ] every fall out boy cd
[ ] something from american eagle
[ ] something from hollister
[ ]something from hot topic
[x] a pet
[ ] something from abercrombie
[x] some type of trophy/award
[ ]Full/Queen size bed
[ ] King size bed
[ ] a mini ipod (or nano) or video
[ ] something from a professional team
[x] ever had more than $100 at one time
[ ] Monster,Full Throttle,Amp,Etc. In Your Fridge
[ ] something related to Green Day
[ ] xanga
[ ] myspace
[x] make-up
[ ] a desk in your room
[ ] a hill in your backyard
[x]DVD in your bedroom
[ ] a pair of skis/snowboard
[x] alarm clock
[x] pair of ice skates
[x] rollerblades
[ ] treadmill
[ ] your own phone line (not including cell phone)
[ ] AIM
[ ] Yahoo!
[x] MSN
[ ] ICQ
[ ] perfume/cologne
[ ] bath lotion
[x] necklaces & bracelets
[x] a journal/diary
[x] yogurt in your fridge
[ ] x's in your screename
[ ] a birthday in september
[x] a famous relative
[x] a relative that lives in a different state or country
[x] a disowned relative
[ ] an electric scooter
[x] your own bathroom
[ ] your own band
[ ] any band shirts
[x] gamecube
[x] a guitar
[ ] a hammock
[ ] a basketball hoop
[ ] a soccer net
[x] a bike
[ ] a mini van
[ ] a relative that lives in Florida
[ ] a vc andrews book
[x] a friend who does alcohol/drugs/smokes
[x] a locker at school
[ ] a baby
[ ] a pet chimpanzee
[x] sparkly blue nail polish
[ ] a "vote for pedro" tshirt/hoody
[ ] the movie "the 40 year old virgin"
[x] a promise ring
[ ] a pool table
[ ] swimming pool
[ ] Trampoline
[x] livejournal
[x] flip flops
[ ] steve madden shoes
[ ] the sims 1
[x] a ping pong table
[x] air hockey table
[x] a basement
[ ] converses
[x] construction paper
[x] markers, crayons, etc.
[x] coloring books
[x] a nice singing voice
[ ] XBOX
[x] PS2
[ ] PSP
[x] PS
[ ] rose red movie
[ ] wife beaters
[x] VCR/DVD
[x] a mom or a dad
[x] an older brother(s)
[ ] an older sister
[ ] a younger brother
[ ] a younger sister
[x] a sled
[x] a lake/pond/river/ocean near my house
[x] friends
total: 43

Almost there... >< lol

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1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
I have a scar on my right arm... near the elbow... I got it from blood tests from when I was younger and bleeding far too much... (so of course, they make a person bleed more... XD) there's two others I got from that same reason... right near that scar, too.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
two Narnia posters... couple pictures...

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
*pulls cell phone out of pocket* um... black and blue?

4. WHAT MUSIC ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
RENT!!! I really really wanna see that movie again... T-T The one where they light stuff on fire and throw it from their balconies... ^-^

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
*sheepish* nope.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
*blushing* umm... to... be able to be with Dawn...

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
lots of things... Dawn too... *blushing* it's so sad. I see her, and then as soon as I leave, I already miss her again. *blushing* I'm so hopeless... >< *blushing madly*

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
The two rings that I've gotten from Dawn... I wear 'em every single day... and I'm sad... cuz the higher quality ring I got from her is definetly starting to be stripped of it's silver coating... T-T

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
*blushing* *whispers* Dawn...

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Yup... *sheepish* *laughs*

11. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?
Um... *blushing* occasionally...

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Um.... well.... Dawn, to be perfectly truthful...

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
^-~ whatever it is that makes Dawn smell so good... *blushing*

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
I don't really care what hair guys have... *shrugs*

^-~ but on girls (since the question is probably more a "what kind of hair are you attracted to" question...), I love long brown hair.. ^-^ with funky streaks and whatnot in it...

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
Well... I could more see myself doing the proposing... *blushing* I don't know what... Yukio's take on that sorta thing is, though...

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
mmm... coffee. cold with tons of cream and sugar...

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
cheese! and lots of it! ^-^ warm and melty and stringy... ^-^ mmm... *purring*

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
.... pizza. Got myself hungry for it.. *blushing*

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
Probably Dawn. I'd accidentally been a bit irritating... although I could change that quite easily by going downstairs and bringing up the issue of wanting to go to Facey... *grumbles*

20. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
not fully... but I have several different words of lots of languages. Some, I only know one or two words in... some I can translate about half of the stuff but just don't know how to speak it... and everything in between.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX):
first gift someone ever gave me... and that someone being of the opposite sex... hm... Haven't received many gifts from guys. I'd hafta say I've only gotten stuff from my bro and dad.

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
yes. Most definetly. ^-~ and I"d hafta say it's a bit more than just "like"...

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
yup, lol. I'm pretty damn flexible.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
I don't care what the brand is so long as I like the clothing...

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
well... it would really depend on the person, but generally... if I was going to fall in love with the person, I'd love them no matter what... even if they'd be leaving...

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
hmmm... spend way too much money on them? >< *laughing* seems to be my latest method. Sure hope you like the necklace, Yukio...

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED :
13. Might be unlucky, but I love the number.

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes... definetly brunettes.

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
Yukio's...

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
my family...

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE U.S.?
Lol, yes. I've never been in the U.S., sooo... of course I've been out of it... XD I've been out of my home country, too, though.

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Random insecurities...

36. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE?
Apparentment somewhere... high up... very high up...

37. FIRST JOB?
A&W. Apparently the manager (god awful manager) is moving to Chapters... ><

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
nope... lol

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
Well, before, I'd been browsing random stuff on the internet, then I started filling out the survey, then I got dinner, and came back to finish the survey.

40.IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
hm... I'd make my hands prettier...

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
bored... it was something to do...

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
Lately, for losing weight. Yaynessnesses... ^-^

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
... considering the fact that most alchohol tastes pretty disgusting for me (you traitor, Yukio... you actually liked that tequila drink Chris gave a sip of the one time... *grumbles*)... it wouldn't affect me.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
hmm... not too sure. Not much, really. Maybe just to be with my friends... and Yukio of course..

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
none, lol.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
yup. My middle name of "Jeanette" means "little Jean". My grandma's named "Jean"...

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
sometimes...

48. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE?
dunno. My hands definetly aren't pretty like Yukio's.... soooo... *shrugs*

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
couple days ago...

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
nope, lol.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
bologne... yummy. Unhealthy, but yummy... ^^;

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
biting my nails... not getting to sleep early enough

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
Metamorphosis by Hilary Duff... lol

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
probably not. Might be, it's hard to tell.

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Yes. Once, accidentally. It was said it was good I told, though, even thought it got him arrested...

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Nope, but I definetly don't mind Yukio being pretty... *laughing*

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
release anger? what's that... XD

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
Yukio's house!!! ^-^

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
yup, lol. Weirdest thing is, other people trust me very easily, too. Beats me why... people say I always come across as sweet and innocent... XP *laughing*

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
Stuffed animals. The fuzzier, the better... ^-^

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
uh... probably ten at the most... *sheepish*

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
sometimes, but most people don't catch it when I do, so I'm trying to stop doing it... lol

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
nope... not even entirely positive what one is...

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Someone I can trust... someone that I know can accept me exactly as I am... ^-~ someone like Yukio... :P lol. although I do like a certain amount of "spunk" to my gal...

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Twinky, Twiggy, Twink, Twig, Eda Mitsukai, Tomato, Icicle

67. DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?
yup... *hugs Yukio*

68. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Sometimes... lol

69. WHO IS YOUR CRUSH?
mmm... well, she's 17, goes to Facey, has really pretty hands, has just published a book... *laughing* but it's more than just a crush... ^-^

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICECREAM FLAVOR?
Umm... starfruit sherbet... yummy. You can get it in mexico... ^-^ and then you put those yummy fruit flavored sprinkles on it and it's ~DELISCIOUS~!!!. That or vanilla. XD

71. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU WENT ON A DATE?
mmmm.... last Sunday... ^-^ (although frequently we more just "hang out" than actually "date"... which I'm perfectly contented with. ^-^)

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
Teal, Blue, Green, Purple, Black, Red, White...

73. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
uh... mine have yet to show up...

74. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
Yukio...

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Like they actually ~WOULD~? lol, only person I really expect to answer these potentially is Moogie..

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Nemo by Nightwish

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Pumpkin Pie...

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Alysha...

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
nothin' in particular. For either sex. Personality, mostly, I guess...

80. FAVORITE SONG:
*laughing* presently all songs by Nighwish and from RENT

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE:
people.... -_-;

82. FAVORITE DRINK?
Orange juice!!! ^-^

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN:
Aries, lol. -_-; take a random guess why... although I do quite like Aquarius... although I'm not sure quite how much I fit the personality because they're supposed to be humanitarian... and... well... I'm not as much for serving human-kind as I could be... XD lol

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORTS?
Uhh... don't really have one. Tobogganing? that count? lol

85. YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Chocolate-ish brown. Right now, it's kinda reddy-blond on the top and purple-ish-black on the bottom.

86. YOUR EYE COLOR?
grey. With a small hint of blue. Everyone thinks they're green, though, lol

87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
Yup. Wish I didn't have to...

88. SIBLINGS?
Yup. Older brother...

89. FAVORITE MONTH?
Hmmm... March... :D

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Yup! Yummy! *laughing* I really really love the fake crab sushi I tried... ^-^ ... -_-; or maybe that's just cuz I love fake crab so much... *sweatdrop* *laughing*

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
uh.... *blinkblink* *trying to remember* oh yeah! Hocus Pocus. Good movie.... ^-^ i loved the A.D.D. witch... *Grinning* ... forget her name right now...

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Well... I've never really had to. Yukio and I just kinda... got together.

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter. So sparkly, cold, blue, and pretty... ^-^

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
tough choice. I love both...

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships. Definetly relationships.

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
Uh... a book about self-esteem, Soul of Power, a cool mystery book with something about a Rose in the title... The Haunting, Dreamland... oh, and DEARS, and XXXholic 2.

100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
Happily, yes.

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100 Yes's or No's
You can ONLY say yes or no.

You are NOT allowed to explain ANYTHING

1. Taken a picture naked? No
2. Painted your room? No
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? Yes
4. Drove a car? Yes
5. Danced in front of your mirror? Yes
6. Have a crush? Yes
7. Been dumped? Yes
8. Stole money from a friend? No
9. Gotten in the car with people you didnt know? Yes
10. Been in a fist fight? Yes
11. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? Yes
12. Had feelings for someone of the same sex? No
13. Been arrested? No
14. Made out with a stranger? No
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? No
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? No
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? Yes
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? No
19. Slept (not had sex) in a bed with a member of the same sex? Yes
20. Seen someone die? No
21. Been on a plane? Yes
22. Kissed a picture? Yes
23. Slept in until 3? No
24. Miss someone right now? Yes
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? Yes
26. Made a snow angel? Yes
27. Played dress up? Yes
28. Cheated while playing a game? Yes
29. Been lonely? Yes
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? No
31. Been to a club? Yes
32. Felt an earthquake? No
33. Touched a snake? Yes
34. Ran a red light? No
35. Been suspended from school? No
36. Had detention? No
37. Been in a car accident that you didn’t cause? No
38. Hated the way you look? Yes
39. Witnessed a crime? Yes
39. Been the person doing the crime? No
40. Pole danced? No
41. Been lost? Yes
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? No
43. Felt so sick you thought you might die? Yes
44. Cried yourself to sleep? Yes
46. Sang karaoke? No
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? No
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yes
50. Kissed in the rain? No
51. Sang in the shower? Yes
52. Had sex in a park? No
53. Had a dream where you were married? Yes
54. Glued your hand to something? No
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? No
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? No
57. Been a cheerleader? No
58. Sat on a roof top? No
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? No
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? Yes
61. Played chicken? No
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? No
64. Broken a bone? No
65. Been easily amused? Yes
66. Laughed so hard you cried? Yes
67. Mooned/flashed someone? No
68. Cheated on a test? Yes
69: Forgotten someone’s name? Yes
70. Slept naked? Yes
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? No
73. Blacked out from drinking? No
74. Played a prank on someone? No
75. Gone to a late night movie? No
76. Made love to anything not human? No
77. Failed a class? No
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? No
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? No
80. Been cheated on? No
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? No
82. Thrown strange objects? No
83. Felt like killing someone? Yes
84. Felt like running away? Yes
85. Ran away? No
86. Did drugs? No
87. Had detention and not attend it? No
89. Made a parent cry? Yes
90. Cried about someone? Yes
91. Had sex with more than one person in a 24 hour period? No
92. Dated someone you didn't even like? No
93. Had/Have a dog? Yes
95. Own an instrument? Yes
96. Been in band? Yes
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? No
98. Broken a CD? No
99. Shot a gun? No
100. Had feelings for one of your girl/guy best/good friends? Yes

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<!START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE><table><tr><td colspan="2" align="center">If your bored this is the "Checklist and Complete Randomness" survery 4 you!</td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">F.A.M.I.L.Y</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A mother:</td><td align="left">Yeah </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A Father:</td><td align="left">Yup </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">a younger brother:</td><td align="left">nope </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">a younger sister:</td><td align="left">nope </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">An older brother:</td><td align="left">yup </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">An older sister:</td><td align="left">yup </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A twin:</td><td align="left">want one </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Step Siblings:</td><td align="left">nope </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Grandfather:</td><td align="left">yeah </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Grandmother:</td><td align="left">two grandmothers </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Cousins:</td><td align="left">four cousins </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Half Brother:</td><td align="left">nope </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Half Sister:</td><td align="left">nope </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Foster Parents:</td><td align="left">nope </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Adopted Siblings:</td><td align="left">nope </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Foster Siblings:</td><td align="left">nope </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Pet Family:</td><td align="left">.. huh? as in, pet in the family? then yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Aunt(s):</td><td align="left">two </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Uncle(s):</td><td align="left">one </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Godparents:</td><td align="left">nope </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Parnents that are of a diffrent race (meaning that you are biracial):</td><td align="left">uh... sorta. Not really </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Add-ins or weird things about your family:</td><td align="left">too many to list... XD </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">F.R.I.E.N.D.S & A.C.Q.U.A.I.N.T.A.N.C.N.E.S</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you label yourself as having MANY friends or MANY acquaintance, diffence:</td><td align="left">many acquaintances. I have very few real friends... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Best friends:</td><td align="left">One. Yukio. </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Best acquaintances (optional):</td><td align="left">Uh... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Good friends:</td><td align="left">a few (Moogie, Lance, Stephie, Alysha, Devin, Adam, Julie, Tanya... forgive me if I forgot to mention you. Bad headache) </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Good acquiantances (optional):</td><td align="left">... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Trustworthy friends:</td><td align="left">A few </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Trustworthy acquaintances (optional):</td><td align="left">... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Honest friends:</td><td align="left">Yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Honest acquaintances (optional):</td><td align="left">... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Backstabbing friends:</td><td align="left">... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Backstabbing acquiantances (optional but we have some of that):</td><td align="left">Several </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you consider yourself popular. Honestly.:</td><td align="left">no, lol. Well, sorta. Too popular for my own personal tastes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you wish to keep these friends:</td><td align="left">mmm... the ones I consider friends, yeah. </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you wish to seperate yourself from these, or a, friend:</td><td align="left">yeah, a couple. Too timid to do so... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Add-ins or weird things about your friends and acquiantances:</td><td align="left">*laughing* </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">Your H.O.M.E-L.I.F.E</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you live in a house:</td><td align="left">yeah </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">An apartment:</td><td align="left">no, but I want one when I move out </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A condo:</td><td align="left">nope </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A boarder-house:</td><td align="left">nope </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A trailer:</td><td align="left">nope </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A Foster Home:</td><td align="left">nope </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you have your personal room:</td><td align="left">yup... two, actually </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you share a room:</td><td align="left">nope </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A front-yard:</td><td align="left">yup </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A back-yard:</td><td align="left">yup </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A balcony:</td><td align="left">nope, but wish I had one, lol </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Finished or non-finished basement:</td><td align="left">finished </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Comfortable home:</td><td align="left">not really. It's big and people think Ishould like it, but it's... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A swimming pool:</td><td align="left">nope </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Nice and safe living enviornment:</td><td align="left">uh... sorta </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Enjoy your home life:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Add-ins or weird things about your home life.:</td><td align="left">*can't stop laughing* </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">S.C.H.O.O.L</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Elementray schooler:</td><td align="left">hm? I went to Sakaw Elementary School, in Mill Woods, Edmonton. Then I went into homeschooling </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Middle Schooler:</td><td align="left">homeschooled </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">High Schooler:</td><td align="left">in presently </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you enjoy school:</td><td align="left">yeah... to an extent. Getting burnt out on it right now </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Active in the electives at your school:</td><td align="left">far too many </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you go to a 1A, 2A, 3A, 4A, 5A, or 6A school:</td><td align="left">hm? dont' know </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Failed an academic year:</td><td align="left">not yet, lol </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you want to change schools:</td><td align="left">yeah. I want to go to Facey next year cuz Yukio goes there... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">If you cant, then do you wish you could:</td><td align="left">I will. It'd take all of hell to get inbetween me and that school </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Add-ins or weird things about your school life:</td><td align="left">a few. Not too much </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">A.U.T.O.M.O.B.I.L.E-S.T.U.F.F</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you own a car:</td><td align="left">No, don't really want one </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">An S.U.V:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A Truck:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A variation of types:</td><td align="left">hm </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Customized vehicle:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Imported vehicle:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Custom Made vehicle:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">What type is your automobile(s):</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Custom or rims that you went out of your way to buy that are on the vehicle:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Add-ins or weird things about your vehicle:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">Your E.L.E.C.T.R.O.N.I.C.S</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Own personal Television:</td><td align="left">yeah... lol </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">An MP3 player:</td><td align="left">yup </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A PDA:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A Playstation Portable (PSP):</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A Playstation 2 (PS2):</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A Playstation (PS):</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A gameboy of any type:</td><td align="left">Gameboy color, gameboy advanced, gameboy SP, gameboy DS </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">XBOX:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">XBOX 360:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Laptop:</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Personal Cell phone:</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Business Cell Phone:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Your own phone line:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A 2-Way, Blackberry, T-Mobile Sidekick type handheld:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Add-ins or weird/random electronic stuff you have:</td><td align="left">Hey, they forgot to mention the nintendo consols </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">I.N.T.E.R.E.S.T.S</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Sports:</td><td align="left">not too much. Used to be a mean defense in road hockey, but... mum decided I was too much of a "tom boy" and wouldn't let me play </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Music:</td><td align="left">love music </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Females (optional):</td><td align="left">ooh... mmm... *purring* ^-~ hot stuff </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Males (optional):</td><td align="left">not really... XD </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Both (optional):</td><td align="left">lol, sorta. Not really. </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Pets:</td><td align="left">YAY! *cuddles kitten* </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Reptiles:</td><td align="left">uh... not too much. </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Smoking:</td><td align="left">... no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Drinking:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Drugs:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Television:</td><td align="left">not really </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Conversation:</td><td align="left">uh.. I get timid in conversation, I feel stupid... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Racism:</td><td align="left">racism is stupid </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Prejiduce:</td><td align="left">ditto </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Dancing:</td><td align="left">I have fun dancing. I'd only ever danced just for myself, but Dawn said I dance well, sooo... *blushing* </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">School dances:</td><td align="left">never been, but I want to take Yukio to the prom.. </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Relationships:</td><td align="left">mmm.... ^-^ presently have a girlfriend </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Life:</td><td align="left">uh... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Dating:</td><td align="left">presently have a girlfriend </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Movies:</td><td align="left">lol, I've missed so many good ones </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Clothes:</td><td align="left">whatever's comfy </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Food:</td><td align="left">trying to lose weight </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Add-ins or weird/random interests:</td><td align="left">mmm.... </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">M.U.S.I.C-B.A.C.K.G.R.O.U.N.D</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you play a musical instrument or have a history of doing so.:</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">If so; what.:</td><td align="left">piano, soprano recorder, alto recorder, penny whistle, ukulele, and guitar </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Whats your faviorite song(s):</td><td align="left">hmmm... I love the Les Mis music... and I love the Sonata Pathetique </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Whats your faviorite artist(s):</td><td align="left">not sure. I've got mixed tastes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Faviorite genre:</td><td align="left">classical or modern </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The genre or music you most dislike or hate:</td><td align="left">country! *laughing* </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Add-ins or weird or random things about music in your thoughts:</td><td align="left">mmm... I was the piano accompanist for Les Mis at Sal... </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" align="center"><a href="http://www.bzoink.com/S56415/If_your_bored_this_is_the_"Checklist_and_Complete_Randomness"_survery_4_you!.html" title="If your bored this is the "Checklist and Complete Randomness" survery 4 you!">Take this survey</a> | <a href="http://www.bzoink.com/surveys" title="Bzoink Surveys">Find more surveys</a> You've been totally <a href="http://www.bzoink.com" title="Bzoink">Bzoink*d</a></td></tr></table><!END BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE>

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<!START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE><table><tr><td colspan="2" align="center">A happy survey about school!</td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">Classes</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">How many classes do you have in a day?:</td><td align="left">3 </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Any classes in particular you like?:</td><td align="left">kinda burnt out on 'em right now </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Any classes in particular you loathe with all your being?:</td><td align="left">um... no. Jazz Band... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">How long are each of your classes?:</td><td align="left">80-ish minutes? </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you skip classes, punk?:</td><td align="left">no, lol. Jazz band once in a while </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">When does your first class start?:</td><td align="left">8:30-ish </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">When does your last class end?:</td><td align="left">3:26, I think </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">In which classes do you see your friend?:</td><td align="left">uh... in all my classes, actually </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Lastly, do you call them "classes", "periods", or something else?:</td><td align="left">periods. First period, second period, spare, and fourth. Well, or blocks. I call 'em anything, really </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">Lunch</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">What time does your lunch period start?:</td><td align="left">11:38 </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you sit with anybody in particular?:</td><td align="left">generally with the Moogie Smigl group... ^-^ </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you eat the school's lunch or bring your own?:</td><td align="left">I don't eat lunch normally, lol </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">How much does your school lunch cost, if you buy one?:</td><td align="left">uh... 5 bucks at most </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">School food sucks, right?:</td><td align="left">no, actually. The caf's stuff isn't too bad </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you get to leave campus during lunch to eat somewhere else?:</td><td align="left">not normally, but I do love A&W veggie burgers... ^^; </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">What about those lunch ladies?:</td><td align="left">they're sweeties... ^-^ </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Any fights break out during lunch?:</td><td align="left">uh... normally no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you eat lunch or painfully wait until the lunch period's over?:</td><td align="left">lol. </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">Gossiping and all that dirty stuff</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Has anyone spread rumours about you before?:</td><td align="left">I think there's a rumor running around about me being gay, but who knows where that one started... ^-~ </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Has there ever been a big fight between two of your friends?:</td><td align="left">well... not really </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">And they made you pick sides?:</td><td align="left">no. I chose my own </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Have you ever cheated?:</td><td align="left">on tests? once or twice. When I was in homeschooling. on my g/f? definetly not </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Are you a prep, jock, emo, outcast, geek, or something else?:</td><td align="left">dunno. </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">What's your OP about your princepal?:</td><td align="left">OP? whats that? </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Any weird quirks about any of your teachers?:</td><td align="left">lol, several </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Ever been given an actual pop quiz, like you see on TV?:</td><td align="left">sure. Mum used to give 'em to me all the time </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Ever sworn at your teacher?:</td><td align="left">no, lol </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Ever made out in school?:</td><td align="left">definetly not! I'd only make out with my girlfriend, and she goes to Facey </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Ever seen anyone else making out in school?:</td><td align="left">uh... not really. Some heavy kissing occasionally, but... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Ever heard kids making racist jokes for pure comidic relief?:</td><td align="left">yeah </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Are there actual gangs at your school?:</td><td align="left">not really </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Any huge, cool fights break out before?:</td><td align="left">yeah, lol. I know about a few fist fights </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Hey, dude--FIRE DRILLS. Hate or love?:</td><td align="left">personally, I like the disruption, but hate it </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Is your student class predominantly white?:</td><td align="left">yeah </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Streaked before?:</td><td align="left">0.0!!! definetly not! </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Left school early because you felt like it?:</td><td align="left">no... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Been given a referral before?:</td><td align="left">uh... for what? </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Kicked someone's ass, only to be escorted outside by the princepal?:</td><td align="left">lol, no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Ever started a rumour out of someone?:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">...and they never found out it was you?:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Gone to school drunk/stoned/pantless?:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Are there any actual 'blondes' at your school?:</td><td align="left">uh... I think so </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Have you bullied someone before?:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Been bullied yourself?:</td><td align="left">yeah, lol </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Ever pulled a prank on a teacher?:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">And they never found out who it was?:</td><td align="left">... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Ever threatened to bomb the school?:</td><td align="left">definetly not </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Ever feigned illness to skip school?:</td><td align="left">uh.... yeah </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">That's all, punk. Got anything to say?:</td><td align="left">lol, no </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">Die Freunde</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">How many friends do you have in school?:</td><td align="left">.... a few </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">How many are girls?:</td><td align="left">most </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">How many are boys?:</td><td align="left">4 or so... 5... 6 maybe </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">How many are from a different country?:</td><td align="left">uh... not sure </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you have any friends from elementary school?:</td><td align="left">lol, one. Ali McCarthy </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Are your friends generally shy or outgoing?:</td><td align="left">generally outgoing... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Favourite friend?:</td><td align="left">Yukio! </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Least favourite friend?:</td><td align="left">Bryan ...thank kami he moved to Edmonton. I'm positive he was stalking me. He used to stare at me during all our classes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you have frieinds in school that you refuse to see out of school?:</td><td align="left">no... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">How many classes do you have with your friends?:</td><td align="left">I have friends in all my classes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Made any new friends in the past year?:</td><td align="left">lol, yeah. Tons </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Lost any friends in the past year?:</td><td align="left">um... don't think so </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Ever had any friends with benefits?:</td><td align="left">... um... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">...that's great, right?:</td><td align="left">well, it all depends on what "benefits" you're referring to </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Are your friends actually good in school?:</td><td align="left">depends </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Are any of them in sports?:</td><td align="left">uh... not sure </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you secretly hate your friends?:</td><td align="left">no, lol </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">Grade crap! Hooray!</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">So...how are your grades?:</td><td align="left">uh... pretty good, actually. Lowest mark is an 87% </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">What's your highest grade?:</td><td align="left">100% </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Lowest grade?:</td><td align="left">87% </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Which class[es] are you guaranteed to get an A+ in?:</td><td align="left">uh... most? ^//////^ </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Any classes that are literally impossible to get a good grade in?:</td><td align="left">not that I've discovered so far, lol. But Science is a bit hard. </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">What's your grade in...math?:</td><td align="left">92% presently </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">English?:</td><td align="left">uh... it was... 89% was my final mark </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Science?:</td><td align="left">um... 92 I think </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you actually care about your grades?:</td><td align="left">yes, lol </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Ever gotten a reward because of your grades?:</td><td align="left">um... yeah. I got a cirtificate for getting 100% in info pro </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">How about a punishment, you emo-driven loser?:</td><td align="left">lol, no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Does your grade system have an F+? Mine does.:</td><td align="left">don't know? </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">How about an A+? Mine doesn't. But my school's retarded, see.:</td><td align="left">don't know </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you deserve the grades you're getting right now?:</td><td align="left">not really, lol. I just read in my classes... XD </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Are grades meaningless?:</td><td align="left">no.. lol </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Why don't we have a grade E? That'd be cool.:</td><td align="left">*laughing* </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">For some personal stuff...</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">What grade/year are you in?:</td><td align="left">11 </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">What's your name?:</td><td align="left">Sarah </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Age?:</td><td align="left">17 </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Marital status?:</td><td align="left">^-~ happily married. *bursts out laughing* in a happy relationship </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Current location (no, you can't say "in my pants")?:</td><td align="left">... lol. In my sitting room, typing on my laptop </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">What's your personal OP about school?:</td><td align="left">OP? opinion? its okay </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Can you speak any foreign languages?:</td><td align="left">sorta, lol. I've got fragments of probably about 10 different languages, including hebrew </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">...crap, I ran out of ideas.:</td><td align="left">^-~ well good for you </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">I guess this is the end, then.:</td><td align="left">I guess so </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" align="center"><a href="http://www.bzoink.com/S4118/A_happy_survey_about_school!.html" title="A happy survey about school!">Take this survey</a> | <a href="http://www.bzoink.com/surveys" title="Bzoink Surveys">Find more surveys</a> You've been totally <a href="http://www.bzoink.com" title="Bzoink">Bzoink*d</a></td></tr></table><!END BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE>

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<!START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE><table><tr><td colspan="2" align="center">EMO survey</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">would you consider yourself emo?:</td><td align="left">mmm... not sure. </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">do you think emo stands for "emotional'?:</td><td align="left">yeah... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">do you own a black top hat?:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">are you vegan?:</td><td align="left">sorta </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">do you wear your pants REALLY tight?:</td><td align="left">*laughing* I ~AM~ a girl </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">is your bangs usually covering one eye?:</td><td align="left">uh... sometimes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">are you depressed?:</td><td align="left">sorta </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">bisexual?:</td><td align="left">lol, more of a dyke, I think... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">would you consider yourself a loser?:</td><td align="left">no... don't know </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">are you male or female?:</td><td align="left">female </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Story Of The Year yer favorite band?:</td><td align="left">hm? never heard of 'em </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">wear loads of eyeliner?:</td><td align="left">never wear makeup, actually </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">all the shirts you own are band shirts and are black?:</td><td align="left">lol, no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">how many "friends: do you have?:</td><td align="left">a few </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">is the side of your lip pierced?:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">how often do you cry?:</td><td align="left">never. i never show my emotions </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">hate yer parents with a flaming homosexual passion?:</td><td align="left">...... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">do you have bad acne?:</td><td align="left">not too bad </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">do you like juice?:</td><td align="left">love juice, but what does that have to do with being emo? </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Did life give you lemons or vodka?:</td><td align="left">lemons... :D </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">half empty or half full or who the fuck stole some of my drink?:</td><td align="left">it's half. Neither full nor empty </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">do you own more then one pair of chuck taylors?:</td><td align="left">hm? </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">wish you were in a band?:</td><td align="left">I sorta am! *laughing* </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">in a band?:</td><td align="left">yeah... sorta... not a full one yet, but... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">work at hottopic?:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">wish you did?:</td><td align="left">... no. Never been in that store, don't know it... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">consider "screamo" emo?:</td><td align="left">hm? </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">only shop at hottopic:</td><td align="left">... NEVER BEEN THERE!!! </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" align="center"><a href="http://www.bzoink.com/S20333/EMO_survey.html" title="EMO survey">Take this survey</a> | <a href="http://www.bzoink.com/surveys" title="Bzoink Surveys">Find more surveys</a> You've been totally <a href="http://www.bzoink.com" title="Bzoink">Bzoink*d</a></td></tr></table><!END BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE>

Well, the post was too big with the long survey included on it, so I'll post that later, k? I'll see if I can post it right after this one's posted, if not, I'll do it tomorrow...

poem

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 00:58:53 GMT

Falling to these shattered parts
Tearing at this fragile heart's
Only way of staving pain,
Now, oh Love, you are my bane.

Your heart, oh heart of gold, it sings,
wings/things... midnight ice slashing wings, etc...

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 04:12:40 GMT

8:31 pm
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I don't think I'm attractive
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ]I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work

[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] I've skipped school.

Embarrassment

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health

[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

[x] I've riden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been to Asia.
[ ] I've been to Hawaii

Experiences

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've been an abuse victim.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[ ] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships

[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've been in love.
[ ] I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss or love someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I love to flirt.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I've kissed a member of the same sex.
[ ] I've kissed a member of the different sex.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
[ ] I've had sex.

Honesty/Crime

[ ] I am a terrible liar.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol

[ ] I've smoked a cigar.
[ ] I've smoked a cigarette.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I'm a stoner.
[ ] I've snorted cocaine.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[ ] Seeing a therapist.

Death and Suicide

[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I own something from Hollister Co.

Political/Social Attitudes

[x] In general, I don't like people.
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[ ] I'm outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic.
[ ] I'm Republican.
[ ] I'm liberal.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[ ] I am christian.
[x] I dress fairly modestly.
[ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."

Random

[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ringtone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake/cook well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest

Well, that was an interesting survey. There was only one answer I didn't tick off. I doubt that ~ANYBODY~ could figure out which one it was, though. Oh, and about the singing one... singing well... I only ticked that one cuz people say I sing well... even though I'm dubious.

*Music Shuffle*
Put your mp3 player on shuffle, and list the first ten songs.
First Song::	Black Velvet - Alannah Myles
Second Song::	Stray - Wolf's Rain
Third Song::	Hole in my Head - Sugarbabes
Fourth Song::	Gothic Sanctuary - Nightwish
Fifth Song::	Black Black Heart - David Usher
Sixth Song::	Always Know Where You Are - Treasure Planet
Seventh Song::	Dangerous and Moving - t.A.T.u.
Eight Song::	Tasogare no Umi - Yuki Kajiura?
Ninth Song::	Siberia - Back Street Boys
Tenth Song::	Passive - A Perfect Circle
Time to see what they mean to you!
Who does song 1 remind you of?:	When I was really young, Mum used to play this song for me all the time. I remember dancing to it in the kitchen when I was really young...
What part of your life does song 2 describe the best?:	That I'm not gonna stick around for my family... I don't want to be tied down by anyone or anything.
If you could dedicate song 3 to someone, who would it be?:	Um... sorta to my family. I mean, the song's about how a girl wants to move on, but is having trouble... but I prefer it in the manner that she's just dumping him entirely.
Does Song 4's lyrics mean anything to you personally?:	I don't even know the lyrics to this song, to tell the truth...
Why do you like song 5?:	It reminds me of something. I haven't figured it out yet... but it reminds me... of... something.
When did you first start listening to the artist of song 6?:	Uh...laughing when I first watched Treasure Planet? sweatdrop
How many albums do you have from the artist of song 7?:	1. The one that Devin burned for me.
How are number 8 and 9 similar?:	They aren't. laughing Well... in a way, I guess... because Tasogare no Umi is talking about how two lovers can never be togehter again, and Siberia kinda says the same...
What is number 10's meaning?:	This one is about how my mum just doesn't see what she does to me... about how she has no clue what she's missing. That the rules she has are hypocritical bullshit. XD
What song out of the 10 is your favorite?:	Tasogare no Umi, Gothic Sanctuary, Black Black Heart, or Hole in my Head.
What song out of the 10 is your least favorite?:	Dangerous and moving. Not cuz I don't like the song, but I've been listening to it too much, so it's a bit overworn right now.
Which song means the most to you and why?:	Siberia, I think. That one has really nice memories attached to it. ^-^
Would you dedicate any of these to your love/crush?:	laughing yes. Sibera... even though it hardly seems like a love song. It's the memories atached that I'd dedicate it for.
Would you dedicate any of these to your enemy?:	Um... Passive by A Perfect Circle, I guess... laughing
Do these top ten songs fairly reflect your music collection?:	Yeah. I've got a wider range of songs than this, but this gives a semi-decent view of some of my stuff...
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interesting survey...

RACISM/SEXISM/RELIGION SURVEYclick here!
ANSWER THESE INTELLIGENTLY, DONT BE A FRICKIN SMARTASS! RACISM:
Are you racist?:	no, don't think so.
What race are you?:	... caucasian?
Do you like black people? Why or why not?:	sure! nothin' against 'em. I really don't care what the skin color is.
What do you think of when I say 'black person?':	the movie "Finding Forrester". It was a really good movie.
What do you think of when I say 'white person?':	how... if you walk through our schools, there's always so many white people.
What do you think of when I say 'asian person?':	Cool Japanese people!
What do you think of when I say 'mexican person?':	nice beaches and mexican resorts with friendly mexican people.
Have you ever gotten in a fight with someone of a different race? WHY?:	nope. Never fought with anybody.
Don't you think it's ignorant to think that all of one race are the same?:	yup.
Why or why not?:	Every single person is different. Every single race is different. I respect who the person is. Doesn't matter what the skin color.
What do you think the black person stereotype is?:	baggy clothes... lots of bling...
What do you think the white person stereotype is?:	tight jeans, tight revealing top... snobby... laughing
What do you think the Jewish stereotype is?:	rabbi! (sp?)
What do you think the Mexican stereotype is and the Asian stereotype is?:	um... not too sure.
How often do you see examples of these stereotypes?:	I see lots of examples of the black steriotype... and white one.
What would you do if you met someone who didn't fit these stereotypes?:	shrugs it wouldnt matter.
What do you think of the KKK?:	hate 'em!!!! they shouldn't be so racist!
RELIGION
What religion are you?:	mixed up... lol
Why?:	there are so many hypocrites in the religious area that i'm having trouble figuring things out.
What do you think when you meet someone who is a different religion?:	don't care.
What do you think of Christian people?:	well, it's technically what I am... laughing
What do you think of Satanists?:	truth be told, a tiny bit spooked out.
SEXISM/SEXUALITY
What is your sexuality?:	dyke. grinning
What do you think of gay marriages?:	all for 'em.
What do you think of homophobic people?:	wish to kami they didn't exist.
What do you think of gay bashings?:	HATE!!!! HATEHATEHATE gay bashing.
Do you have any homosexual friends?:	rolls eyes need I answer this question? I have tons.
When 2 people of the same sex are kissing, what do you do?:	well... I've never seen it except in movies, but... I'd try to watch 'em discreetly... blushing
What do you think?:	mmm... yummage.
Are all people not equal?:	of course people aren't equal. Doesn't mean one has more or less value, though.
Do you like labels?:	not particularly.
Do you label yourself?:	nope. I'm me.
Do you label others?:	nope. They're themselves.
What gender are you?:	dyke! laughing
What is it like to be of that gender?:	rainbow-ey. lol.
What do you want to be when you grow up?:	I want to be a fire truck when I grow up, mommy! sweatdrop okay. You can tell I'm too tired to be doing this.
Have you ever been discriminated because of your gender?:	hell yeah.
What do you think of feminism?:	I personally don't think that one gender is better than the other.
QUESTIONS
Let's say you met the coolest person you can ever meet in your life online.:	okay.
You decide to meet this person, and they are black. What do you think?:	cool.
Have you ever been discriminated because of your race, religion, or sex?:	yup.
What do you think of this quiz?:	okay.
Do you think you are open-minded?:	yeah...
What state/province do you live in?:	alberta.
Do you call things gay?:	I call myself gay. Nothin' else, though. Unless they're homosexual.
Have you ever called someone a homo or a fag?:	unless it's something they call themselves... then no.
Scenario: your friend puts you on a 3 way conversation with their friend
from another school. This person talks very proper, no certain accent.
You want to meet your friend's friend in reality because they seem so cool.
You see the person in real life, and they are black.
Truly, honestly, what do you think when you see them?:	shrugs think nothing else of them. One of my best friends on msn is philipino. She's just as wonderful as if she wasn't.
Give some final opinions in relation to this survey::	um... it's okay.
Do you like rock music?:	sure.
Do you like rap music?:	sure.
What do you think about people like Martin Luther King and Ghandi?:	um.....
Why does race matter?:	don't know.
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I'm too tired to be doing this... ><

*And You Thought You Were Random...*
And You Thought You Were Random...
Do you have any bracelets on?:	nope.
Do you have a bottle from another country?:	um... no.
Do you like feet?:	sure... some feet are actually really pretty.
Toes?:	sure.
Footprints?:	yup.
Does your nose work?:	sniffing um... sorta. I don't have the best sense of smell.
If you were a fruit, what kind would you be?:	I think I'd be a peach or a nectarine...
Did you watch Sesame Streeet?:	yup.
Who is your favorite person in the whole wide world? Why?:	Yukio. Do I need to explain this one?
Can you see a clock right now?:	glances around room. I can see about three different clocks. lol
What time is it?:	10:50 pm.
Should you be doing something besides taking surveys?:	yes. Going to bed.
What's your favorite cartoon/ cartoon character?:	Yusuke from Yu Yu Hakusho! ^-^
Do bunnies scare you?:	0.0 no. cuddles bunny
Do automated toys that sing and dance at you scare you?:	sweatdrop sometimes... lol
Do you aspire to be a bum?:	um... no.
What dance move are you?:	huh?
Do you like lips?:	hell yeah.
Can you suck your cheeks in and make fish lips?:	yup.
Can you curl your tongue?:	yup.
Can you roll your tongue over?:	yup.
Are you absolutely stupendous?:	hell no.
If you were a hat, what kind would you be?:	baseball cap, I think...
On whose head would you sit (as a hat)?:	Yukio's! ^-^
Do you collect keychains?:	not particularly...
Do you like wrestling?:	no.
Do you spend too much time online?:	way too much.
Will the world end soon? Why or why not?:	don't think so... but it might.
What's your favorite word? Let me guess!:	okay.
Is it coozie?:	no.
Is it phenomenon?:	no.
Is it maleficent?:	no.
Is it scrumdidiliumcious?:	no.
sigh OK, I give up... what is it?:	Don't have one. lol.
Do you like hippopotamuses?:	sure.
What about potatoes?:	sometimes.
Can you say the alphabet backwards?:	haven't tried.
How many bruises do you have?:	lots.
Do you know where they came from?:	some of them...
Do you fall down sometimes for no apparent reason?:	not normally.
If you were an orange, what color would you be?:	... orange?
Give yourself 2 brownie points if you just said something other than orange:	........
What animal do you sound like when you laugh?:	um..... don't know.
Can you do a bell kick?:	what's that?
*Why the Crap Does Blank* Make Me Think of Blank? (word association)**
stomach:	food.
stupid:	car
dog:	fur
platypus:	water
melon:	blushing
random:	seed
hands:	Yukio. beautiful.
shoes:	ice
Snoopy:	woodstock
oxymoron:	orange
George W. Bush:	stupidity
Michael Moore:	don't know.
accent:	sexy russian accents
music:	tchaikovsky
clock:	that Yukio doesn't want clocks in our house or at least ones that tick...
class:	english 20-2
chocolate:	red rose
pig:	mud
wagon:	wheel
skirts:	........... um.... long pretty legs... blushing
poster:	RENT
orange:	juice
jacket:	trench coat
dirt:	don't know.
bathroom:	water
laugh:	happiness
tickle:	0.0 my brother.
love:	Yukio.
grapevine:	Return to Oz.
Back to Standard Randomisity
Do Leprachauns (sp?) scare you?:	haven't met one to find out... grinning
If you could invent a holiday, what would it be?:	not sure.
Are you taller or shorter than me?:	don't know
What's the best thing in the world?:	Yukio.
What's the worst thing in the world?:	..... shrugs
Do you have a fuzzy blanket?:	yup...
Are you crazy?:	seem to be...
Is your hair long enough that you can flip it over and look like Cousin It?:	laughing not quite that long...
Your school experience is most like what movie?:	uh... don't know.
Earrings are...:	pretty and dangly!
Are you hungry?:	no...
I'm going to be soon. What about you?:	I misread that as "I'm cuming soon. What about you?" sweatdrop let's hope you aren't.
That's cool.:	not really...
Do you have trouble making decisions?:	yup.
Are you doing anything else at the moment?:	listening to music. Trying to keep myself awake.
Are you about to go eat lunch like I am?:	nope.
What are you going to eat? Use your imagination if the last answer was no.:	um... sushi! lol
Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf?:	don't know who that is.
Do you like prime numbers?:	sorta.
Do you like factorable numbers?:	don't care.
Do you wonder why I even care about numbers?:	yes...
Can you make a flower out of tissue paper?:	no. wish I could
This feels very funny asking all these questions, but not getting answers.:	but you are getting answers. Just ones you don't know about.
What arctic marine animal would you be?:	not sure.
Do you like pumpkins?:	yup.
Have you seen any Mel Brooks' movies?:	not that I know of.
What did you think?:	can't.
Do you enjoy being human?:	sorta.
OHMYGOSH!?!?!?! You're NOT human!!!!! That's mad insane!!!!!:	I'm a twig angel... :P
just kidding... or am I?:	lol
So are you in the mood for lunch, yet?:	hell no.
What am I going to eat for lunch?:	quit obsessing and go eat lunch already.
Do you actually think I would eat that?:	I think it's difficult to eat that.
Yeah, you're probably right...:	lol
My mind is blanker than...:	a painting of a polar bear in a heavy blizard
What question should I ask next?:	good question.
(Answer that brilliant question you just came up with.):	kinda difficult to answer that since it wasn't a question.
(Repeat the last two questions as long as desired, so as to- CRAP! no more:	lol
room! What was I saying? Oh, so as you can entertain yourself.):	ah.
Now, I shall go eat lunch.:	good. enjoy.
Toodles! Have a Smarvelous Day!:	you too.
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lol.

*Long, Random, Interesting, Bored, Blah, Fun.*
The Basics
Full name::	not giving this.
Home town::	Sherwood Park
Birthday::	February 3
Appearance
Hair color::	Brown. Presently dyed to blondish-red-ish on top and dark brown/black on bottom
Eye color::	blue/grey
Height::	5'5"
Contacts or glasses::	glasses
Piercings::	one per ear. want two per ear.
Do you wear any rings?:	the two rings that Yukio gave me.
What shoes do you wear?:	worn-out grey sneakers.
Just Lately
How are you today?:	good. Tired right now.
What pants are you wearing?:	jeans. Way too big, though.
What shirt are you wearing?:	black hoodie.
What song are you listening to right now?:	Gomenasai by t.A.T.u.
What was the last thing you ate?:	japanese candy
How is the weather right now?:	don't know. it's dark out.
What time is it?:	11:02
More About You
What are the last four digits of your phone?:	0613
If you were a crayon what color would you be?:	blue.
Have you ever almost died?:	yup. couple times, lol.
Do you like the person you got this survey from?:	didn't get this survey from anyone.
What makes you happy?:	being with Yukio.... finding good songs... new anime... writing poems.
What's the best advice ever given to you?:	... dunno.
Ever done drugs?:	nope.
What sport do you hate the most?:	dunno.
What sport do you love the most?:	hockey since its about the only sport I"ll watch. Well... I'll watch golfing, too. but only cuz its so green.
How many TVs do you have in your house?:	counting 6?
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?:	... blushing whispers yup.
Have you ever broken a bone?:	nope.
Who do you tell your dreams to?:	Yukio sometimes...
Your Friends
Who is the...
Loudest?:	Alysha, I think... grinning laughs
Quietest?:	... Moogie?
Weirdest?:	... Gill... Jill... dunno how to spell her name... laughing
Smartest?:	... not sure.
Funniest?:	not sure....
Most energetic?:	not sure...
Least energetic?:	not sure... laughing
Preppiest?:	Lisa?
Blondest?:	blinkblink um... not sure.
One you can trust with anything?:	Yukio
Best friend?:	Yukio
Most likely to end up in jail?:	my brother!!!
Cutest?:	Yukio! laughing
Daredevil?:	dunno.
Shortest?:	hm....
Tallest?:	Lance or Kimi
Would you die for your friends?:	yup...
Do you have a crush on any of your friends?:	no, actually. I'm madly in love with Yukio, and that doesn't count as a crush. Besides that, I'm not interested in anybody.
You and Love
Do you believe in love?:	yes.
Do you believe in love at first sight?:	it might exist for some people, but not me.
Do you want to get married?:	yeah, I think so.
What song do you want to be played at your wedding?:	not sure... laughing
Dream guy--GIRLS FILL OUT ONLY!
Long or short hair?:	what do you do if dream guys aren't your thing?
Curly or straight?:
Tall or short?:
Good boy or bad boy?:
Hat or no hat?:
Ears pierced or not?:
Dimples?:
Studly or cutie?:
Smart or dumb?:
Boxers or briefs?:
Funny or romantic?:
Dream girl--GUYS FILL OUT ONLY!
Regular or thong undies?:	hmm..... either... :P
Painted nails or not?:	painted... ^-^
Dressy or casual?:	both... laughing
Curly or straight hair?:	doesn't really matter... just so long as I can pet it sometimes... ^-^
Dark, light, or cool/crazy eyes?:	hazel. ^-^ I've... ... I love hazel eyes... sheepish
Hat or no hat?:	no hat.
Hair up or down?:	up in a pony tail. ^-^
Jewelery or not?:	just a charm necklace and some earings... mmm... I love multiple ear piercings...
Tall or short?:	my height.
Smart or dumb?:	smart
Blonde or brunette?:	brunette
Pants or skirt?:	either.
Funny or romantic?:	both?
This/That
Lights on or off::	huh? um... off.
McDonalds or Burger King::	neither.
Do you wish on stars?:	sometimes...
Which finger is your favorite?:	pinky finger, I think.
What do you think of the person you took this from?:	didn't get this from anybody.
Do you like your handwriting?:	definetly not! laughing
What's your favorite lunch meat?:	... honey ham.
Any bad habits?:	several
Do you have any embarrasing CDs on your shelf?:	not that I know of.
If you were another person would you be friends with yourself?:	dunno. Maybe. I'm not sure I"d like myself too much.
Are you a daredevil?:	sometimes.
Do looks matter?:	sometimes.
What do you miss the most right now?:	innocence. A simplistic view of the world. Sleep. -_-...zzzZZZ
What are you thinking of right now?:	sheepish how much I need my sleep and just how bad my headache is.
Do you think there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?:	no... lol.
Do fish have feelings?:	of course!
How do you release anger?:	I tend not to... and then I release it in strong bursts that terrify people... ><
Where is your second home?:	Yukio's house! ^-^
Do you trust others easily?:	no... lol
What was your favorite toy as a child?:	didn't have one.
What class in school do you use as "nap time"?:	I don't.
Are you in love with someone?:	yes. Of course.
What's your favorite color(s)?:	teal, blue, green, purple, white, black... peach.
What is your least favorite thing in the world?:	several things.
Ever been on TV or in the newspaper?:	no, but some of my work has been.
What do you do when you're sad or depressed?:	talk with Yukio
Do you use sarcasm a lot?:	no... most people don't catch it when I do.
What are your nicknames?:	Twinkie, Twiggy, Twig Angel, Eda...
Would you bungee jump?:	probably...
Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?:	no, lol.
What are you worried about right now?:	how much it's gonna hurt when I wake up tomorrow.
Anything else you want to add?:	not really.
Take this survey \| Find more surveys You've been totally Bzoink*d

Well, I had an interesting situation today... I received an e-mail from a poem society... saying that they loved the poem I'd submitted for the competition... and that they wanted to publish it. Turns out that the whole thing was just a scam to get me to pay 40 bucks for their book. Sure, it'd be printed in there if I'd agreed to it, but I'd be paying about 40 or more just to get it printed in there. Oh well. I'm not gonna do it. I'm gonna get my poetry published eventually... if only because Yukio believes so firmly that it's good stuff...

Tried sushi for the first time tonight... good stuff. Salmon, cucumber, and crab sushi is what I tried... my fave was the crab stuff. It was fake crab. XD fake crab is about the only type of seafood I like... XD *laughing* I used to like shrimp... but... well... XD

here's a few quizes

You Are 23 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Your Blogging Type Is the Private Performer

Your blog is your stage - with your visitors your adoring fans.
At least, that's how you write with your witty one liners.
And while you like attention, you value your privacy.
You're likely to have an anonymous blog - or turn off comments.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind.
You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

well, I pull "weird" off well and no one notices because I'm almost always invisible. Even to my best friends. Walked past Yukio 5 times and she never saw me. (I never saw her either, but that's because she was sitting beside someone I knew... and I was worried the other girl would recognize me and realize I didn't belong in Facey...). Lots of people never see me...

You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

*laughing* yes, but most people never see my real emotions anyways, so it doesn't change it much now, does it? XD

You Are a Retrospective Soul

The most misunderstood of all the soul signs.
Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are.
You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life.
You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor.

Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily.
But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes.
For you, it is difficult to seperate the past from the present.
You will suceed once you overcome the disappoinments in life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Traveler Soul and Prophet Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

.... mmm........

You Are 40% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.
But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

How Selfish Are You?

rather accurate. It's just that most of the time... well, it has to be near a life/death situation for me to force people via manipulation to do something. Sure, I can do it. But I don't want to just for my gain. I'd rather let things run their own course.

You Are A Margarita Martini

You are a full on partier, with a good deal of sass and spunk.
You're always friendly and welcoming - and very tolerant of obnoxious drunks.

You should never: Drink and dance. The pictures will be everywhere the next morning!

Your ideal party: Is loud, with good music and fun drinking games.

Your drinking soulmates: Those with a Dirty Martini personality

Your drinking rivals: Those with a Classic Martini personality

What Flavor Martini Are You?

hm... and now I'm curious what a "dirty martini" personality is... *grinning*

You Should Learn Swedish

Fantastisk! You're laid back about learning a language - and about life in general.
Peaceful, beautiful Sweden is ideal for you... And you won't even have to speak perfect Swedish to get around!

What Language Should You Learn?

hmm....

You Are Balanced - Realist - Empowered

You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally.
You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go.
Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control.
Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow.

You are a realist when it comes to luck.
You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random.
You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...
But you do your best to try to make your own luck.

You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order.
You realize that working the system does get you further.
You know who to defer to and who to control.
When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.

The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

*laughing* more, I"ve just learned that if something called "luck" truly exists, then I have none of it. I have the worst luck in all of humanity. In a 50/50 chance game I played once... I got 3 out of ten tries correct. XD that's my kind of luck.

You Are The Lovers

You represent ideal love: innocence, trust, exhilaration and joy.
You demonstrate the harmony of opposites, two sides coming together.
At times, you also represent the struggle between what is right and what is tempting.
Control is an issue for you, especially when you don't know your reasons for choosing something.

Your fortune:

You have an important choice you need to make about love, and it will be a difficult choice to make.
You are likely struggling between the love you crave and the love that is right.
In the end, you will choose what you crave, even if it's bad for you.
Because without what you crave, you will feel empty and incomplete.

What Tarot Card Are You?

*laughing* well... I don'tt hink I truly have a struggle about love. I'm in a relationship that I crave and that is good for me. ^-~ best of both worlds, lol.

Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"

You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love.
You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!)

Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic

What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays

Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

*laughing* well, it's quite true that I normally don't lose my head towards love... and nobody's ever really caught my heart... until I met Yukio. ... still beats me how she got me to fall so purely and madly in love with her... *puzzled*

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

considering that I got this result twice in a row, I'd hazard to guess it may be correct. Even though... my personal opinion is that my friends do see an almost rash and impulsive side to me because of my general restlessness... *points to mood* -_-;

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"I dunno, press the button and find out."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

*laughing*

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

um... interesting. I'm p

some quizes

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 05:16:03 GMT

I just was in the mood for randomly taking some quizes...

You Are a Natural Flirt

Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt.
And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting.
Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt.
And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

Okie... ... uh... unless someone (Yukio?) has to say otherwise, I seriously doubt I'm a flirt at all... >< *laughing*

Your Mood Ring is Purple

Sensual
Clear mind
Purpose is known

Mood Ring Generator

*raises eyebrow* okie... apparently I'm sensuous, now, too! 0.0 Not just a flirt.

Your Porn Star Name Is...

Honey Caves

What's Your Porn Star Name?

*laughing*

Your Kissing Purity Score: 80% Pure

You've hardly ever been kissed

But the kisses you've given are very missed

Kissing Purity Test

well, of course I havne't kissed much... *laughing*

You Were an Otter

You are a faithful friend who guides others toward success.
You are also light hearted, and love to play around.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

lol...

Your Values Profile

Loyalty:

You value loyalty highly.
You're completely devoted to your friends and family.
Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them.
Just make sure they're equally loyal to you!

Honesty:

You don't really value honesty.
You do value getting your way, no matter what.
And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem.
A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!)

Generosity:

You value generosity highly.
So much so that you often put your own needs last.
There's nothing wrong with having a caring heart...
But you may want to rethink your "open wallet" policy.

Humility:

You value humility highly.
You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.
And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.
You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.

Tolerance:

You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...
You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

The Five Factor Values Test

Lol, rather true...

You Should Be a Film Writer

You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind.
You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life.
Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling.
And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen!

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

whoah. Okay. This one's almost to the point of being freaky. Normally, I can judge what sorta thing I'm gonna get... .... but... whoah. um.... ......... Yeah. The weird thing is... this has been one of my secret desires/interests... for rather a while... *blushing*

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.

Shy and private, you yearn for security.

You take relationships slowly.

You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

.......... true.....

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is medium.
You probably have had a couple significant loves.
And you may have even had your heart broken.
But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

Independence:

Your independence is low.
This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships..
It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.
In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.

The Five Variable Love Test

*blushing*

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.

Overall, your true self is creative and expressive.

With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.

In love, you seem intelligent and a bit intimidating.

In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

lol...

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

*blushing*

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.

You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?

You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.

In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.

Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

hmm....

Your Lucky Underwear is Yellow

You're an extremely happy, laid back, fun soul. And your lucky yellow underwear can help you get even more out of life.
In life, you rather play than work. You're apt to quit any task that doesn't nourish your creativity and inner child.

Sometimes your drive for freedom hinders your quality of life. You find it impossible to do anything unpleasant.
If you want to have responsibilities and still have fun, put on your yellow underpants. They'll help you make a party out of the most mundane tasks.

What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?

*raises eyebrow*

Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity.
For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered.

You attract others with your zest for life and experiences.
Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time.

Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk.

You connect best with: Fire

Avoid: Wood

You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

What Element Is Your Love?

*laughing*

Your Personality Profile

You are nurturing, kind, and lucky.
Like mother nature, you want to help everyone.
You are good at keeping secrets and tend to be secretive.

A seeker of harmony, you are a natural peacemaker.
You are good natured and people enjoy your company.
You put people at ease and make them feel at home with you.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

wow. SUrprisingly accurate... ><

You Are 84% Open Minded

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out!
Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand.
You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting.
You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

lol

What Your Underwear Says About You

You like to think of yourself as innocent, even though you're not!

You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way.

The Underwear Oracle

0.o okay. Apparently, with this one, I wouldn't even know if I was what it says I am... but I don't think so!!! I'm not sexy! I don't care what they say! I'm not sexy!!!

Your Fortune Is

He who sit on upturned tack, rise above all.

The Wacky Fortune Cookie Generator

*laughing*

You Should Weigh 145

If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight.
If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon!

How Much Do You Weigh?

well,I'm working on losing weight...

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

gah! and again!!!

Your Stripper Song Is

I'm a Slave 4 U by Britney Spears

"I'm a slave for you. I cannot hold it; I cannot control it.
I'm a slave for you. I won't deny it; I'm not trying to hide it."

You may seem shy, but you can let your wild side out when you want to!

What Song Should You Strip To?

*laughing* all too true... :p those who seem innocent are sometimes just those who hide their darknesses the most... (another of my life mottos...)

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

uh... okay, I accept everything except that my risk of cheating is 100%. I am the ~EXACTL~ opposit on that. I will ~NEVER~ cheat. I refuse to.

Your Eyes Should Be Violet

Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure

What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

hmm... everything seems to be saying I'm "seductive, passinate, alluring, etc" tonight... ><

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.
Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.

Your flirting style: Coy

Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park

Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant

What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

*laughing* everything's saying I'm not innocent either... *pouts cutely* how can you look at me and say I'm not innocent?
Everybody: ... *disbelieving glance*
Eda: ... uh... okay. *laughing*

You Are Likely an Only Child

At your darkest moments, you feel frustrated.
At work and school, you do best when you're organizing.
When you love someone, you tend to worry about them.

In friendship, you are emotional and sympathetic.
Your ideal careers are: radio announcer, finance, teaching, ministry, and management.
You will leave your mark on the world with organizational leadership, maybe as the author of self-help books.

The Birth Order Predictor

*laughing* ^-~ second child, actually. I don't really fit normal molds, though... lol

Your Dating Purity Score: 92%

You are an innocent dater.
You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship.
Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!

Dating Purity Test

but I'm happy in my relationship... why should I go experiment with "other fish"? even if I haven't had much experience?

Your Outrageous Name is:

Ann Chovie

Outrageous Name Generator

why do I get fish? my other one was "Sue Shi"... ><

You Are 8% Evil

You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.
Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!

How Evil Are You?

lol. ^-~ i am truly mostly innocent... it's just a few things I'm not innocent on...

anyways, I'm dead tired and I know 6:30's gonna hurt tomorrow, so I g2g... sleep well, all! *waves*

~Eda~

fun random survey

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 03:28:24 GMT

Got this survey from Megan. Sone of her answers actually had me laughing out loud. Do any of you have ~ANY~ clue how hard it is to get me to do that? XD

How to do this: Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song title as the answer to the question.
NO CHEATING

PART ONE

1. How does the world see me?
Rinse - Vanessa Carlton. Um... apparently the world sees me as someone chasing after a guy who doesn't truly love me? (or at least, a guy who doesn't see that I love him...)

2. Will I have a happy life?
Frozen - Within Temptation. Well, it's hard to say, but it looks like it's gonna be a cold one. XD Actually, the song's about how painful the past is... and... how the singer left someone she truly loved because she had to. ... but I prefer the approach that my life's gonna be a tad on the chilly side. I DON'T WANNA LEAVE YUKIO!!!

3. What do my friends really think of me?
Forsaken - Within Temptation. Uh... apparently, I'm the kinda person who gets forsaken? *sweatdrop*

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
Dream On - Aerosmith. *laughing* I'd take that as a "no"...

5. How can you be happy?
24 - Jem. Kami only knows how I should take this one. The song's about a girl who only has 24 hours left to live... XD and how she feels like she really wasted her life. ><

6. What should I do with my life?
Stamina Rose - Yoko Kanno. .... uh... have a good stamina? *sweatdrop*

7. Why must life be so full of pain?
Trip City - ???. Uh.... kami only knows on this one...

8. Will I ever have children?
Breaking the Habit - Linkin Park. Probably not? ....?

9. Will I die happy?
Dark Wings - Within Temptation. Uh... :D well, best case scenario, I might get some cool black angel wings when I die!!! ^-^

10. What is some good advice for me?
Cream - HIDE. Uh... drink more cream?

11. What is happiness?
Gomenasai - t.A.T.u. Apparently I get off on appologizing so much. XD

12. What's my favorite fetish?
Hole in my Head - Suarbabes. uh... getting holes in my head? *sweatdrop*

13. How will I be remembered?
Now We Are Free - Enya (end song from Gladiator). I'm not really sure how to translate this one. Maybe I'm gonna be remembered as a person who really needed my freedom... (all too true...)

PART TWO

1. What is your love life like?
Pachebel's Ganon - djpretzel (remix of Zelda 64 song). Well, the song is really sweet and pretty... *shrugs* also seems a bit sad and longing... XD dunno if that means anything...

2. What is sex with you like?
Encore - Eminem. Didn't even remember I had this song on there. Apparently we're gonna go at it again, and again, and again... XD

3. What's your life motto?
Blooded - Within Temptation. Uh......

4. What do your parents think of you?
Who's To Say - Vanessa Carlton. If you go for the name of the song, then only kami knows what they think. If you go by what the song says.. then, obviously my parents disapprove of the romantic relationship I'm in right now, and are trying to pull the two of us apart...

5. What does your best friend really think of you?
DanceDance - Fallout Boys. ^-~ Apparently she loves dancing with me... ^-^

6.What's your favorite hobby?
Ship of Fools - Yuki Kajiura. Uh......

7. What's the worst thing about you?
Duende - Delerium. Um... "duende" means "The ability to attract others through personal magnetism and charm." Uh... although that certainly isn't what the song is about... XD

8. Describe your mind.
Sway - Vanessa Carlton. Apparently I'm indecisive. :p

9. How will you die?
I'm Still Here - John Rzeznik. Apparently I don't? XD

10. How does your crush/S.O. feel about you?
Passive - A Perfect Circle. Passive towards me?

11. What is your wedding going to be like?
See Who I Am - Within Temptation. Um... everybody's gonna finally see who I really am? *sweatdrop* or I'm gonna be the center of the wedding... XD

12. What about your honeymoon?
Forever May Not Be Long Enough - Live. *purring softly* apparently, we'll never want our honeymoon to end. And we (or at least I) will be ~REALLY~ in love... ^-^

13. Describe the last day of your life.
Stray - Steve Conte. One of the lines in the song is "No regrets cuz I've got nothing to lose." ... doesn't sound like I have a bad "last day of my life".

14. Why does life suck?
Paradise - Vanessa Carlton. Uh... cuz there's no hope left? (this answer comes from what the song's about)

15. Why does life rule?
SOS - Rhianna. Uh... cuz I obsess about the one I love?

16. What will you be famous for?
Smile - Vitamin C. My smile?

Hm... this is a survey that even Yukio might not mind... ^-^ *laughing* anyways, I'm rather tired... byes for now! And my appologies again to elsewherecw for not getting around to replying yet!!! >< Gomen!

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 17:49:28 GMT

Well, h'lo. T-T I just ~HAD~ to get sick. Of course I did. Its not enough that I'm under stress cuz of my parents (I'll get to that in a minute), and that I'm just down a bit emotionally.... but I just ~HAD~ to get sick. I'll try to get to school for the afternoon, though. I'm needed today... I've got choir practice at lunch... and then a spare (thank god), and then math (test), and then choir. I'll be skipping out at 5, though... I dunno just how well I'll do at keeping myself perked up. Maybe on the way there, I can see if I can get orange juice from Booster Juice. T-T I seriously need orange juice to keep going any more. Its almost like an addiction. If I don't get my orange juice, I crash. I hope people can't get addicted to stuff like orange juice... lol

and then I had to go and hurt my hand while playing video games... as stupid as it sounds... I seriously peeled a bunch of skin off from rotating the control stick too fast... (I was playing Mario Party)... T-T first my middle finger.. and then I changed to rotating it on my palm... and that got absolutely shredded... *crying*

and my girlfriends upset with me because I was being too clingy...

and then my parents. Sure, they're away in Hawaii. But I'm still trapped. I hafta fill out a form for preregistration for the next grade at my school. But the thing is... I'd wanted to go to Facey... but since my girlfriend is saying I'm being too clingy... maybe its best if I stay at my school even though I want to be with her....

and I also bought this really pretty bathing suit... top bikini piece, and then guy's swim trunks... it looks really good on me, actually... and then... well... I'm scared cuz I know mum's gonna absolutely ~FREAK~ when she sees it... she only ever wants me in one piecers, but... y'know something... my thighs are what are really fat and ugly... T-T and one piecers do absolutely nothing to hide that. THis new bathing suit covers that issue quite nicely.... I don't want to take it back... but if Mum spazzes, that's $40 down the drain!

I'm also kinda worried that... as much as I really really love my girlfriend... that our relationship isn't the best for us. Sometimes I'm worried that our friendship is suffering... and I never want that to happen... we promised eachother before we became girlfriends that... we'd always be friends even if being girlfriends didn't work out... I don't want to stop being her girlfriend... I love her desperately... but I don't want to hurt her or my friendship with her.... T-T and I have trouble giving her as much room as she needs... and I want to be close and snuggle and whatnot... its just not working out as perfectly as it could... and I don't want to break up with her... but I know its not working, so maybe it'd be best for both of us if I did... or maybe at least, just put the distance between us... like when she "broke up" with me. ...... dammit. This is exactly why I never wanted to ever love anybody... I don't want to hurt her... and this isn't exactly "perfect" ofr me, either.... T-T dammit. I really don't know what to do.

anyways, enough ranting... I think I'm gonna get a bit more sleep... and then head off to school... thankfully I got called in sick so I could stay home... *weak smile*

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 05:58:59 GMT

Before I start this survey, I sincerely want to appologize to elsewherecw for not having replied yet to your last e-mail. I promise I will soon!

69 things you may have never known about me.

1. Initials: SJWF

2. Name someone with the same birthday as you : ummmmm..... I don't actually know anyone who shares my birthday. I know people who are near, but not actually ... ~ON~.

3. Where was your first kiss? ... somewhere... :p lol

4. For or against same sex marriage? *sweatdrop* let's hope I'm for it? lol

5. Are you straight? Only as straight as a very drunk person can walk... :p

6. What is your favorite color? Blue. Green. Purple. Red. Black. White... almost everything. :p

7. Do you believe in God? Um... sort of...

8. How many Canadian Provinces have you been to? Three. Alberta, B.C., and Saskatchewan. Although I really wanna go to Ontario soon...

9. How many of the Canadian Provinces have you lived in? Just one. Alberta.

10. Have you ever lived outside of Canada? Nope.

11. Name something you like physically about yourself. um....*having trouble thinking of something* um... my... hair?

12. Something non-physical you like about yourself. um... *still having trouble thinking of something* um... my passivity?

13. What's your mom's first name? Karen

14. What is your dream car? um... a G35! ^-^ I think that's the name... :p

15. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go? England. ^-^ I really wanna go to England one time. ....

16. Have you ever had a sleepover with someone from the opposite sex? Who? Nope.

18. Do you download music? Definetly... :p

19. How many illegal things have you done?
Besides downloading music/movies/etc? ... and besides jaywalking... :p ... well, and ... one or two other things... *sheepish* not anything.. lol. The only stuff I've ever done is really small things...

20. Where would you want to go on a first date? um... Klondike Days? I'll alwyas think fondly of that place now...

22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? I seriously doubt that...

23. Ever been kissed under fireworks? nope...

24. Do you like President Bush? 0.o ... uh..... can any sane person actually answer "yes" to this question?!?!?!? 0.o o.0

25. Have you ever bungee jumped? um... no. But I really do wanna go hang gliding...

26. Have you ever white water rafted? nope. ....

27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you? Let's hope not!

29. Have you met a real redneck? Not particularly...

30. Are you racist? Absolutely not!

31. What song are you listening to right now? Angels by Within Temptation

32. What is your current favorite song? Its a song that had been my fave a while back, too. Rinse... by Vanessa Carlton.

33. What was the last movie you watched? um... Swan Princess... with Yukio.

35. Where was the last place you went besides your house? um... Yukio's house? school? depends on if Yukio's house counts as "home" right now...

36. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property? HELL NO!

37. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? Once or twice I think....

39. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? um.... well the first thing I notice about ~MOST~ guys is that they're jerks. Although what I tend to see most of the time is... I watch for their personality... lol. ^-~ and incase this is a question dealing with what I findmost attractive... I generally find that I scan a girl's figure first. Face, then I check the rest of the body... :p especially if she's cute... :p

40. Do you like yourself? um... well, I don't think hating myself classes as me liking myself, so "no".

41. What do you usually order from Starbucks? a book? :P I love the one right by Chapters... :P I never buy anything from Starbucks... but I get lots of books... :p

44. Say something totally random about yourself. ^-~ I think Denise Richards is hot... :p lol

45. Do you have an iPod? well, I have an mp3 player... but I don't have an iPod...

46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? *bursts out laughing* definetly not...

47. What’s your dad's name? Gary

48. Do you have braces? Nope, never have, probably never will. Although I do have vampire-ish eye teeth... T-T

49. Are you comfortable with your height? yup... ^-~ not like I could do anything to change it even if I wasn't... :p

50. Do you like someone right now? I'm rather confused right now, that's all I'll say.

51. How tall are you? 5'5"-ish... mum says I'm taller, and I probably am.

52. Do you speak any other language other than english? I speak random words of most languages, actually... *laughing* but I don't know any full language other than english...

55. Have you ever ridden in a limo? Yup! ^-^ for my Grandad's retirement party, we all rode in one. It was cool... :p

56. Has anyone you were really close to passed away? Yup. Several pets. Funny... of all the deaths I've ever encountered... pet deaths hurt me the worst...

57. Do you watch MTV? I don't watch tv. Period. lol

58. What's something that really annoys you? When I give and give of everything of myself... and then when I ask for even one small favor... someone can't be bothered to give me that one small favor.

59. What are some things you really like? My friends... my computer... my cats... ^-^

60. Do you like Michael Jackson? um..... I personally think he's a bit freaky. Haven't ever heard any of his songs...

61. Can you dance? well... I like to, anyways. Can't say as I really... can do it well. But I have fun.

62. Have you ever surfed? Internet, yes... :P ocean? definetly not... *laughing*

63. Do you know how to pump gas? yup! lol

64. Do you drive? Learning to... lol

65. What's the latest you have ever stayed out?
um.... probably when I was with Yukio and a bunch of her friends.. at the halloween party... don't remember how late that was, though...

66. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die? Nope. Although mum's thought I was gonna die a few times... lol. Y'know, its odd. When you're blacking out cuz you can't breathe... dying is the last thing you think about. Staying upright is much more important at that moment, lol.

67. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room? Nope...

68. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do? lol, yup... when I worked at A&W, someone dared me to eat a tray of the milkshake machine's crap. X_X that stuff looked really gross... needless to say, I didn't do it... lol.

69. What's your favorite country? mmmmm.... Japan... England? :P I do tend to be quite English. Oh.. and Ireland and the Ukraine... :P lol

Anyways... I'm getting really tired, so that can be my entry for tonight.

survey plus other stuff

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 00:22:45 GMT

first, the survey! ^-^

1) Using band names, spell out your name.

S - Steven Curtis Chapman? I know its not a badn name but he does sing
A - Arrogant Worms!
R - Red Hot Chili Peppers
A - Aerosmith
H - Hoobastank

or

E - Evanescence
D - Delerium
A - Ayumi Hamasaki. Does that count?

2) Have you ever had a song written about you? Definetly not, lol

3) What song makes you cry? If We Hold On Together. If I'm even the slightest bit sad that one makes me cry... *sheepish*

4) What song makes you happy? Let Me Be Your Wings from Thumbelina, and Poster Girl by the Backstreet Boys

5) What do you like to listen to before bed? well, that depends on if I'm in bed or not. If I"m in bed I keep it to something really quiet, but if I"m up doing stuff.... it can be almost anything. Lately its been songs by WIthin Temptation, though.

APPEARANCE
Height: 5'5" - 5'7" or osmething like that. Dunno my actual height... *sheepish*
Hair Color: presently, light brown-ish-red-ish on top and black underneath. Naturally? medium brown
Skin Color: um... white?
Eye Color: blue-grey, sometimes grey, sometimes blue, sometimes green. *sweatdrop*
Piercings: One per ear, but I want two per ear.
Tattoos: nope, but I might get one, dunno.

RIGHT NOW
What color pants are you wearing?: dark blue jeans
What song are you listening to?: Stand My Ground by Within Temptation
What taste is in your mouth?: um... nothing?
What's the weather like?: *glances out window* um... a tad cloudy-ish.

DO YOU...
Get motion sickness?: Never have...
Have a bad habit?: A few, yup.
Get along with your parents?: not especially...
Like to drive?: its okay.

FAVORITES
TV Shows: GITS (Ghost in the Shell)... *shrugs* I really don't watch tv much...
Conditioner: CatWalk oatmeal and honey. "Comfort Food For Your Hair".
Magazine: Shonen Jump
Drink: anything non-alchoholic
Thing to do on the weekend: spend time with Yukio! ^-^
Band or Group or Singer: um.. Within Temptation, Ayumi Hamasaki, Dream, Origa, Yoko Kanno, and a whole bunch more.

HAVE YOU...
Broken the law: um... *sweatdrop* I think I did when I snuck off to Bev Facey...
Ran away from home: nope.
Snuck out of the house: hell no
Ever gone skinny dipping: 0.o no.
Made a prank phone call: nope!
Ever tipped over a porta-potty: yuck. Can't say as I have.
Used your parents' credit card before: Lots. lol. BUt they know I use it and I pay 'em back, lol.
Skipped school before: not a whole day, but I skipped Jazz Band one day.
Fell asleep in the shower/bath: 0.o not that I remember...
Been in a school play: as the piano accompanist, yup. ^-^
Let a friend cry on your shoulder: I would, but nobody's ever cried on my shoulder.
Ever had a boyfriend: nope.
Ever had a girlfriend: yup! ^-^ *huggles Yukio happily*
Ever had children: nope, and don't think I want to.
Been in love: of course!
Been hurt: ... of course. By lots of people. (but if you mean hurt in love? not really.... sort of... not gonna go into that.)
Had a job: Yup. Several, lol.

RANDOM
In your CD player right now: Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex OST
If you could be a crayon what color would you be?: dunno. lol... *shrugs*
What makes you happy?: Yukio, my friends, anime, books, pets.
The next CD you're going to buy: Nausicaa soundtrack. Unless it hasta be a cd I'm buying for m'self. If that's it, then it'll probably be a Within Temptation cd, lol.
What do you like to do?: lots of stuff, lol.
Sexuality: dyke. :D :P

WHEN/WHAT WAS THE LAST TIME
You cried: don't remember.
You got a real letter: ....... dunno. Probably the renewal notice for the magazine I never read any more, lol.
You got email: today! ^-^
Thing you purchased: Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex vol. 1
Program you watched: kami, I wouldn't remember. I haven't watched tv in eternity... 0.o
Movie you watched: Fight Club!!!!! Kami that was a damn cool movie. I want to see it again, lol.

~~~~~~~~~ End of Survey~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

and since i'm no longer in the mood to write my livejournal, i'll update this and then maybe write later...

poem

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 06:55:40 GMT

Mmmm... h'lo again. :D YAY! I'm excited! Valentines Day tomorrow! ^-^ Lol. Its not exactly a love poem... or even written because of Valentines Day... but i do have a ... semi-love-poem ... I just felt like posting it. I finally got a version of it that I relaly like... ^-^ and... well.... *shrugs*

Wrong and Right

If an angel was a devil,
But the devil was pure white,
And white is nothing more
Than blood of coming night,
But night is only memories
Within the rising sun,
The sun will once remind us
Of a race that must be run.
But races always end in pain,
And always must begin again,
And how will we e’en start to judge
If we have lost our sight?
And if we stumble blindly on,
Then what is wrong and right?

If a devil was an angel,
But the angel was pure black,
And black is nothing more
Than chance to win life back,
But life is only memories
That blind us in our pain,
And pain is all that we can feel
Within this numbing rain,
The rain can only find this time
In echoes of a poem’s rhyme,
Rising from eternal wings,
Showering the weight of song,
And if we stumble blindly on,
Then what is right and wrong?

If dreams were all that they must find,
And day was realm of sun’s true light,
And night was wisp of darkest kind,
And truth was what was always right,
And dreams were wings of hope’s own will,
And lies were always hatred’s joy,
And fear was always deepest dread,
And hate was evil’s greatest ploy,
And love was love, and pain was pain,
And sun was sun, and rain was rain,
If you’re always by my side,
Your love will be my life’s delight,
And when we stumble blindly on,
Then that is wrong and right.

Needless to say, this poem is ©Eda Mitsukai... or fallenrequiem as the case is here... lol. Any copying, editing, using the poem as your own will be strictly punished. ANd i"m not kidding. I'm one of those people that finds everything possible to find on the internet. I'm a freak about that. So if somebody steals my poem... *growling*

I found a cute little ... thingie. *laughing* found it on elsewherecw's LJ... ^-^

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Pass kindergarten on the 5th attempt.

Get your resolution here

hm... and let's see if I can edit this... :P

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

be the best girlfriend to Aloeverawind as possible.

Get your resolution here

*curious to see how it will turn out*

YAY! I'm starting to get some more friends on LJ. ^-^ Just got Moogie Smigl as my friend on here, too. ^-^ she's been my friend in real life for a while... ^-^ and now she's my friend on LJ, too! ^-^

and I thought something she did was really sweet. I was with a few of my friends... and... we were (they were?) all talking about dreams they've had, etc... a rather funny topic... and... well, I was being my usual silent self... and then... Moogie Smigle saked me... about my dreams, too. i... it probably doesn't look like anything to anybody else... but it really touched me that she helped pull me into the conversation... ^_^

anyways. As my avatar indicates, I'm tired. -_-; awww!!! what a cute widdle sleepy kitty! ^-^ sooo... yeah. ^-^
~Eda~

its been a while

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 07:20:00 GMT

wow... it sure has been a while, hasn't it?

too much has happened. A play that I had been accompanying on piano is now finished... I'm sitting in on the classes this semester. I want to join in on it... but my mum said no. So I'm sneaking into the classes and being a part of 'em as much as I can. ^-^ Its a really cool sounding play. I can't wait to hear the rest of the story... ^-^

mmm... as per elsewherecw's johari square, I decided to make my own. So... here's my link... :p I'd love to hear what people think of me... :P lol. http://kevan.org/johari?name=fallenrequiem

Oh... and... lol. In my last entry? I... commented that... Aloeverawind... had... said that she did love me. ^-^ Well... :P we're girlfriends again now. YAY!!! *huge grin* kami... I don't care how long its been since we got back together... for me, its still absolutely gorgeous... an absolute dream come true. I... mmmm. *purring softly*

lol, just saw the music video for Alis Morissette's song Crazy. :D I ~LOVED~ the ending. :P Someone had said they loved the ending... and it had been looking like it was about to end and I hadn't seen what they loved about it. :p And... well... kami I loved the end. ^-^ Yay!

And... as you've probably noticed... I"ve got new mood-thingie-pictures. I ~WUV~ these little kitties. *laughing* I thought the "weird" one was really cute... even though my mood is more a mix of restless, sleepy, and cold... I decided to go with "weird"... since I had been a bit hyper today... and anybody who knows me, knows well that I'm never hyper. And I mean, not just hyper on the computer. ... Hyper in real life. *everyone dies of shock* sooo.. "weird" counts perfectly well right now...

dammit. I'm getting so excited. On the off chance that Aloeverawind will read this entry before when I spring the surprise, I can't mention what the surrpise will be for fear of ruining it for her... but kami. I'm so excited. I can't wait to spring it for her... ^-^ Damn I love that girl. ^-^

Mmm... I'll also be uploading some more avatars. I personally love this one (I'm really bad at crediting who I get mine from, so if you see an avatar of yours posted on my LJ, please just let me know that its yours and I'll credit you, k?) and... well... it kinda goes with my name.. ^-^ so I'll leave this one as my avatar... but I'll upload some for random fun... ^-^

anyways... off to do randomly insane stuff... ja ne!

~Eda~

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 05:10:44 GMT

*huge grin* from my mood buddy, you might figure out why I'm so happy, but... *huuuuuuge grin* *laughing* *humming happily* *laughs* I'm just glad it was a slight misunderstanding. *smirk* maybe I shoudl put more trust in Kimi... *laughs* he told me that Yukio actually loved me as more than just a friend... and that we'd be back together one day. *laughs* to tell the truth, I didn't really believe him. I wanted to... but... I've leanred to never get your hopes up about something... cuz so few things go right. *laughs* but this is going right! *flying tackles Yukio* and if any of you peoples have any issues with that I'm a girl and I love a girl, well... you guys can just fuck off for all I care, okay? *laughs* seriously... there's nothin' that's gonna get in between me and her... ^-^ *laughs* :P even if I didn't kill myself, I'm pretty sure I'd die if she died... I'd just have no reason to live. And I know that there are documented cases of people actually dying from simply ~wanting~ to. Although, of course, you probably have to obsess over it.. ... but twig angels tend to be good at obsessing... *laughs* *huggles Yukio happily* *finally looking really hopeful and happy* *laughs* and I can't care how long it takes for us to get back together... even if we never do, I'm okay with that... ^-^ but I love her and she loves me... and I'm perfectly contented.. ^-^ ^-~ although I seriously will never complain if/when we do get back together... *laughing*

quizzes

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 03:38:36 GMT

Hiya! *laughing* these are quiz results I got from www.animetests.com . *laughing* the first one made me laugh.

*laughs* I'm not sure whether to be amused or insulted by the next one... :P

*smirks* well I don't think that being "cute and cuddly" is an obsession for me, but... :P

*laughs* and anyone who hasn't already figured out what this next one says about me needs serious help...*laughing*

Gundam Seed Destiny, Anime Wallpapers, Pokemon, and Yu-Gi-Oh cards at Anime Cubed!

What color are your anime eyes?
by alifayne

You are Blue!

Your anime eye color is BLUEYou are calm and you do not like wild things very much. You prefer to relax and do something peaceful.

*can't sotp laughing* this next one is rather....... messed up? *laughs* :P albeit funny... *grinning* I like these random answer ones.... *laughs*

*laughing* maybe I should wait for a few more friends on LiveJournal before I try doing this again, ne? *smirks*

*smirks* I like this result... *laughing* :P My "Eda" result got me frech toast, milk, blueberry muffin, and peanut butter. THis is much more amusing... *laughs*

anyways... that's it for now. *yawns* nighty-night everybody! ^-^ -_-...zzzZZZ

What Makes You.. by SheBangs12
Your name?
Your gender?
What makes you sexy?	What the Hell? You aren"t sexy!
What makes you pretty?	Um, babe, you aren"t!
What makes you loveable?	How sweet you are
What makes you fun?	Your love for everything
What makes you irresistable?	Your flirtatious nature
What makes you cute?	Your clothes

What Makes You Sexy? by kinky_ray_ray
Name
Age
Gender
Your Sexy Body Part:	Your Legs
Your Secret Fettish:	You Fantasize More Than You Should
Your Best At:	Ear Licking

What Makes You Sexy? by kinky_ray_ray
Name
Age
Gender
Your Sexy Body Part:	Your Chest
Your Secret Fettish:	You Like To Play With Yourself
Your Best At:	Body Licking

Easy peasy live journal entry by popartpistol
Name
Mood
Today I...	Discussed politics over an espresso
This made me....	vomit
As I result I....	Spent 6 months in hospital
Tomorrow I will...	Recieve councelling for todays mistakes

How well do you really know your live journal friends? by lost_note
Username
your smartness
likes to steal underwear	lionbryan
will do anything for money	blobofdoom
likes to run naked in the rain	moogie_smigl
dreams about having sex with you	marlugi
has a need to scream when alone	lance_26
talks to the person in their head	elsewherecw
steals batteries (AAA only)	chi_hikaru
wants to try eatting human babies	aloeverawind

Murder in Potter Land by slinkymalinki
Name
Age
You will be murdered by...	Britney Spears (don't ask)
On...	December 26, 2016
How?	Shooting

Quiz created with MemeGen!

What happens in your shonen anime? by mcmasters
What's your first name?
How many episodes are in your show?
Your show revolves around:	Fighting
You are better than everyone else because:	You ate a magical fruit
Your rival:	Hates you because you stole his boyfriend
In the last episode of the first season:	Your rival turns out to be your pet hamster
When your show is licensed for the US:	Everyone complains about the subtitles

If you were a Magical Girl or Boy... by Sangosama
What is your name?
How would you transform?
You became a magical boy or girl because...	You had magic powers in a previous incarnation.
Your powers include the ability to:	Transform into an older form--and a singing sensation!
Your weakness is:	Your broken heart.
Your transformed form:	Is so similar to your normal appearance that you have to wonder if your rivals are dense.
Your love interest:	Loathes you.
Your mascot is:	A cute little Teddy Bear.
Your series cannot end until you have:	Figured out how to get home.

What is Your Obsession by MGM
Your name or favorite nickname:
Your favorite color
Your Main obsession:	Being cute and cuddly!
Your other obsession	DDR baby!
Your normal-seeming obsession:	Anime and Manga!

What cliche anime are you? by Android93
What is your name?
How many seasons do you have so far?
Your cliche anime theme:	Pretty girl gets magic wand and saves world.
Your crush is:	A girl
In the end, you must:	Sacrifice yourself for the greater good.
Your show is bad because:	American dubbers replaced the word "sex" with "icecream" throughout the series.
So, the series was:	Pushed to the 5 A.M. slot.

If your friends were in a generic High School shoujo manga... by Sangosama
Your LJ/Xanga name:
The excessively hyper and positive Hero/Heroine:	fallenrequiem
The quirky best friend (and sometimes rival):	aloeverawind
The athletically adept tomboy:
The cross-dressing bishonen/bishoujo:
The unbelievably brilliant archnemesis:
The permanently angsty bishonen:
The Yankee who is inevitably saved by the Hero/Heroine:
The sage (yet sultry) school nurse...with a dark past!:
The science teacher all the girls (and some of the boys) have a not-so-secret crush on:
The megalomaniacal school Prinicipal:
(Check here if this is a Xanga account, not an LJ: )

What did you eat for breakfast? by testguy
What is your name?
Are you on a diet?
You ate:	Cereal
To drink, you had:	The blood of the innocent
You ate this kind of muffin:	Evil muffin
The toast you ate was:	Covered in cat food